ORACLE STORY WELCOME TO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE, VERONICA!

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Key message: Your romantic partner is waiting

myself after a lifetime of abuse and trauma?

tarot by Doreen Virtue & Radleigh Valentine

art by Jasmine Becket-Griffith Oracle of the

Fenech Seeking of wisdom (a free-from spread)

1 ORACLE STORY WELCOME TO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE, VERONICA! Key message: Your romantic partner is waiting for, and you re both ready for committed, healthy love! Questions: 1. How ready am I for an emotionally healthy, romantic relationship? 2. What else do I need to do to be my best self in a relationship? 3. Why have I attracted narcissists in my relationships? 4. What is my next, best step for rebuilding myself after a lifetime of abuse and trauma? Deck: Spread: Cards: Guides: Guardian angel tarot by Doreen Virtue & Radleigh Valentine Oracle of shadows & light by Lucy Cavendish, art by Jasmine Becket-Griffith Oracle of the mermaids by Lucy Cavendish, art by Selina Fenech Seeking of wisdom (a free-from spread) Two of Action; Ace of Emotion; Healer of Emotion. Carousel Fairy; Mildew Fairy; Out Trick-or-Treating; Strange Valentine. Honour the Masculine; Dreams; Time Out. Your highest self.

2 Disclaimer Veronica Rose is an empathic, intuitive, experienced tarot and oracle reader. She is not a licensed medical or health professional. The comments in her readings are messages she receives intuitively (claircognisantly), and combine with prescribed messages, images and energy of each card. You are the only person responsible for any decisions you make based on the content of her readings. Veronica Rose cannot guarantee future outcomes that is your responsibility; it is why you have free will. What she can guarantee is she will always strive to ensure the messages she shares are as accurate, impartial, compassionate and honest as is possible for her at the time of each reading. Tarot and oracle readings are considered an entertainment-only activity in certain countries; in those countries, Veronica Rose is an entertainer. You can find me here: Veronica@ReadingsbyVeronicaRose Website: ReadingsbyVeronicaRose Pinterest: Google+: YouTube (Readings): Instagram:

Chapter 1: First impressions A feeling of constrained restlessness came through with this card. Two of Action tells you you *are* ready yet wonders if waiting a bit longer (for the right time?

With it came a sense of certainty that your chance to test your readiness for a healthy relationship is on its way to you.

relationships. With the cards for the third question, from the Oracle of light & shadows, I sensed they carried your deep hurt and despair.

3 Chapter 1: First impressions A feeling of constrained restlessness came through with this card. Two of Action tells you you *are* ready yet wonders if waiting a bit longer (for the right time?) would be helpful. With the Ace of Emotion flying out, I felt a wash of sparkly, warm, loving energy through my torso, from the root chakra right up to the throat. With it came a sense of certainty that your chance to test your readiness for a healthy relationship is on its way to you. Oh, and then the Healer of Emotion tumbled out of the deck in a graceful swirl, and added a dash of feminine, empowered certainty to your answer: You re ready to test out your hard-won lessons in relationships. With the cards for the third question, from the Oracle of light & shadows, I sensed they carried your deep hurt and despair. The messages are going to get dirty (shadowy and blunt) but they are based on a desire to be gentle, truthful and helpful. The personality of a card actually imparting the message doesn t happen very often; yet with this deck today, all the cards want to have their say, in their way. Those answers should be interesting. As I asked the fourth question, of the Oracle of the mermaids, I sensed a lifting of energy of the messages, but not of the depth of psyche the messages apply to. None of these cards will come as a surprise to you. Now, onto Chapter 2, your messages. Copyright 2017 Page 3

Chapter 2: Messages Q1: How ready am I for an emotionally healthy, romantic relationship? You have learned a lot about making right, positive and healthy choices in your relationships.

4 Chapter 2: Messages Q1: How ready am I for an emotionally healthy, romantic relationship? You have learned a lot about making right, positive and healthy choices in your relationships. You are setting better boundaries, and looking after yourself more. However, as with any learning journey, you do have more to learn. You will always have more to learn. You re asking: How do I know if I ve learned enough to make a healthy choice? The answer is: The only way you can truly know if you ve learned enough is to test your learnings. Practical step: Go out and take the risk. Tell someone you love them. Tell someone you care. Note: If you feel triggered in any way by risking yourself and your heart, examine that. Are there gaps in your learning? Do you need to relearn something you thought you already knew? Q2: What else do I need to do to be my best self in a relationship? Confirming the message from Two of Action, comes Ace of Emotion offering you the near-future opportunity to test your hard-won lessons. Page 4

5 Please, open your heart to others. Try not to squander this opportunity by being fearful of being hurt again. While it s understandable you don t want to revisit past hurts, it s also necessary for your heart s growth to expand. And to expand, you need to test it out. This next relationship will be with someone new. It feels like you will experience the flush of intoxicating new love BUT this will not be you being swept away by the love-bombing of yet another emotionally unhealthy partner. You *will* handle your emotions in a healthy way, you *will* maintain boundaries and, IF (your higher self can sense your hesitation) this partner turns out to not be right for you, you *will* know and act on any red flags. The Healer of Emotion confirms the messages of the above two cards: You are ready. Your next opportunity to test your love-wings is coming soon. Again, you *will* maintain your boundaries. Follow your heart. You open your heart to others, but struggle to believe that you will find real love with a romantic partner, and so you shut down and sabotage any possibilities for romantic love for yourself. Or you obsess over the possibilities. This is the inner stories of your past taking up way too much space in your head. The partner coming for you is tender-hearted, kind, loving, and has been as hurt by you in his past relationships. You are not the only one hurting here. Please remember that, and be gentle with your heart and his (the energy feels masculine, so I m interpreting it as a male). And please let go of control over the when, where, how, why level of details for this new person to enter your life. That s your neediness showing up, finally wanting to be loved and accepted for your whole self. When the time is right for you both, you *will* meet. Page 5

6 Q3: Why have I attracted narcissists in my relationships? Veronica, you already know the answer to this question, as you do to all of them. However, it seems you need validation so this is what we will give you. I know how battered and bruised you feel by your previous experiences. But, as the Carousel Fairy, I can tell you that if you do not change your expectations of what will happen in a relationship, you will keep experiencing the same trauma and abuse. You know you want to get off my carousel of toxic relationships. I m here to help you step away. You know that dizzy, nauseating sense you feel as the haze of emotional and psychological abuse descends around you? You remember how helpless and frustrated and abandoned and gagged you feel? Think of me every time you might want to allow some boundary creep in your new relationship. Stay firm, ride your carousel horse off my ride, and into the life of your dreams. You have a dual opportunity coming: to experience a healthy, romantic relationship; and to create a new attitude, a new way of being and doing in relationships. Now s the time for you to step away from this dizzying ride and for me to never see you again. Do you finally understand you, and only you, have the power to create your most perfect life? The Mildew Fairy now steps forward, clutching a white, ceramic bowl of mildew she offers you. Veronica, she says in a solemn tone, your thoughts are unhealthy, and need a serious clean out. Use your psychologist visits to purge the unhealthy thinking patterns you have. You keep saying the same things to her; start with a different topic, like better strategies to stop your ingrained negative thinking. You cannot do this alone; you need help and support. Page 6

7 She takes a breath before continuing. You re too emotional, allowing your thoughts to dictate how you feel. Go somewhere with fresh air, a breeze, and chill. You ve got so much of your life and your self-knowledge sorted. Ease up a little on the emotional overwhelm and focus on loving yourself. She steps away. The Trick-or-Treaters bounce forward. They smile at you. The little green witch steps forward. You know her you ve seen her in the mirror when you dive deep into the hidden recesses of your psyche. She speaks in a little-girl voice, full of wisdom. You judge others based on past experience and on your expectations. Please try not to. It s time for you to be brave and look at what really is. To have a literal look at a person, to wait on assessing them until you understand their background. Listen literally to them pay attention to what is real, not what is assumed or presumed. What you fear will come true. Look at your next date with the eyes and heart of an unbroken soul, of a naïve child. That is not to say to ignore the lessons of the past. Always remember your lessons. You have forgiven those who have wronged you. But you haven t allowed your wounds from them to fully heal. You re scared, and that s natural. But you have nothing to fear, beautiful one. For you are powerful, more powerful than you can accept. You have extraordinary abilities within you to ensure you will not fall into old traps. You will notice any dangers and take the right action. You will. I assure you, you will. You know as well as we do, that your past decades were all about challenges, lessons and struggle. You know as well as we do that you are now past that stage. The second phase of your life has started, and you know it will be blessed. Page 7

Here, take this cauldron. It holds your tears from many years of unshed crying. Allow them to flow in a cascade of release so you can step forward into the arms of love.

It is not his heart, but the heart of the one who is coming for you. This is for you. The owner of this heart has been hurt, too, and struggles to let go of his past, too.

8 Here, take this cauldron. It holds your tears from many years of unshed crying. Allow them to flow in a cascade of release so you can step forward into the arms of love. The green witch bows her head to you and they all fade away. The couple known as Strange Valentine appear as from behind a rain haze. The blue yeti reaches forward and presents the red heart to you. It is not his heart, but the heart of the one who is coming for you. This is for you. The owner of this heart has been hurt, too, and struggles to let go of his past, too. He is not as you may expect, but then you expect a repeat nasty from your past. The owner of this heart still has his lessons, as you do yours. But, together, you can unlearn the failures and hurts of the past, if you both keep your hearts open. Your differences will seem insignificant when compared to the potential you have to create a life of miracles together. Yes, you are both fragile from past hurts, delicate almost like the young girl in this couple, but you both also have the potential to be each other s strong, protective, nurturing blue yeti. Q4: What is my next, best step for rebuilding myself after a lifetime of abuse and trauma? Embrace the masculine divine within yourself and within others. This is the single, most important next step for you to take. You have spoken for years about how men are as little served and respected in your culture. And yet, you believe the outward behaviours of the men who have treated you badly to be the majority of men. Page 8

9 There is a cognitive dissonance at play in your perceptions of men: Experience vs intuitive empathy. You know, intellectually, underneath that each man is a vulnerable child wanting to be heard, to be loved, to be accepted as he truly is. You are allowing your experiences to hold mental, egoic sway over your intuitive, empathetic self. It is time to allow your heart to truly feel into the backstory of the men around you, to trust that they will treat you as they wish to be treated. But you have to treat them with respect, openness and consideration before expecting it from them. Your experience has been traumatic, yes. At least, though, you are allowed to express your feminine aspects. Men in your culture are rarely allowed to be truly, authentically, wholly male, and they are definitely dishonoured if they express any of their feminine aspects. All they know is to be a stereotypical, brutish, aggressive male. Yes, most males in your country will never awaken. But that s okay. Because your future partner, the one who will show you that men can be wholly men if you allow him, is from a distance away, and is influenced by another culture. One that is simultaneously worse and better than the culture of most of the men you know. You honour the close males in your life: your son, your father, your brothers-in-law, your dear friend. These are the men who help you to keep your heart open. Now, it s time to open it wide. As you wait for your new partner to enter your life, continue encouraging lucid dreaming. You know the difference between a standard dream and a lucid dream, right? Page 9

Lately, you haven t spent much time in water, so your dreams are you only fluid time of the day. Pay attention to your lucid dreams; not so much the analysis of it, but the way it makes you feel.

10 Lately, you haven t spent much time in water, so your dreams are you only fluid time of the day. Pay attention to your lucid dreams; not so much the analysis of it, but the way it makes you feel. You ll know if the dream is a foretelling, a reassessing, a clue, an epiphany, etc by how it makes you feel. Enjoy that moment when you awaken each morning after lucid dreaming, and feel into the dream. Try to keep the sensations in your body as long as possible. This will help consolidate their message. I sense you have planned a holiday, a short one, by the water in the near future. If this is so, then make the most of it. If this is not so, then please plan a trip, at least a few days, near water, by yourself if possible. You need time away to rest and revive and rebuild your life and your self. You are taking adequate self-care but you could do better, more for yourself. Use the holiday to recharge, to go within, deep within, to be quiet, to not speak unless absolutely necessary, to think as little as possible, to do things for yourself you don t normally fit into your everyday. Please. Do this soon. Do this now. Page 10

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Chapter 4: After the reading For your best health, particularly if you feel a noticeable reaction or response to the messages above, please drink LOTS of water and 'ground' yourself by walking

21 Chapter 4: After the reading For your best health, particularly if you feel a noticeable reaction or response to the messages above, please drink LOTS of water and 'ground' yourself by walking barefoot on grass, sand, earth, etc. Messages usually have many layers of meaning. Please allow 1-2 weeks for the full import of the reading to integrate into your awareness and subconscious, as you would for any other type of healing session. If you still feel you need help understanding the messages in this reading, then please me at Veronica@ReadingsbyVeronicaRose and I'll gladly assist with further explanations. Note: If you feel triggered in any way by any of these messages, please stop reading and seek help from a professional helper or a trusted confidante, or contact me (I have counselling training). About Hi! I m Veronica Rose, a highly intuitive, empathic tarot, oracle and energy reader with over 11 years' experience. I conduct my readings in an insightful, compassionate manner, facilitating empowering guidance from each querent's higher self, and from all guides serving the querent s greatest good with unconditional love. I specialise in assisting people with moving forward into the next chapter of their life story. Each deck is intuited by me to best resonate with the querent's energies, greatest good and issue/situation. I d love to hear from you. If you felt helped by the messages I facilitated, please share the love by sharing my details via word of mouth or on social media or in any other way you prefer. Thank you! Blessings, beautiful soul, and thank you, from my heart to yours, for allowing me to read for you. Page 21

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