mska,nk {d;ska iïmdol w.a. uydmkaä; fldgqf.dv Oïudjdi uydkdhl ia:úr

mska,nk {d;ska iïmdol w.a. uydmkaä; fldgqf.dv Oïudjdi uydkdhl ia:úr

mska,nk {d;ska ( mqch fldgqf.dv Oïudjdi uydkdhl ia:úr O¾u odkh msksi muks' O¾u odkh i yd uqøk úuisï' uqøkh Èuq;= uqøkd,h wxl 103$A, kqjr mdr" hlal,' ÿr( 033-2239662 $ 077-8829705 úohq;a ;eme,( dimuthupub@yahoo.com oyï fmd;a lshùu i yd msúfikak' fjí( www.dhammadanabooks.com ii

fmrjok f,dalfha ta ta wd.ï woyk Nj;=ka ;u ;ukaf.a wd.ï" pdß;%dkql+,j ñh mrf,dj.sh {d;sñ;%d ka isysm;a fldg úúodldr msxlï flfr;s" f,dalh mqrd úisí isák fn!oao ck;dj nqÿ oyfï tk isß;a-úß;a wkqj ñh.sh Nj;=ka fjkqfjka" ;u ;ukaf.a {d;s;ajhka.ek i,ld" l=i, l%shdjkays fh ta mqkh n,fhka ñh.sh {d;skag fndfydaúg kï.ï isysm;afldg msx u isß;h' tod nqÿka oji ìïìidr uyrc;=ud ÿgq isyskhlg wkqj {d;skag msx u nqÿrÿka oji wkqu; l< nj i yka fõ' tod nqÿrÿkaf.a wkqydikd mßè ìïìidr uydrdchd msx wkqfudaoka lf<a l,am.kkdjlg fmr isg ÿ.;shg m;aj isá ;u {d;s msßila ÿlska.,jd iq.;shg m;a lrkq i yd h' {d;skag msx fï tls pdß;%h fn!oao f,dalhd úiska wo olajd u mj;ajdf.k t;s' m%uql jyfhka u flfrkafka iõi;= odkuh mqkh l%shdjlafldg tu mqkh n,fhka ñh.sh whg wkqfudaoka lrùuh' is,aj;a.=kj;a NsËQka jykafia,dg wdrdokd fldg jevu lrjdf.k bvlv we;s mßè úhoï l< yels mßè ix>hd jykafiag oï myka mqod msx wkqfudaoka lsíu tu {d;skag msx fï isß; jyfhka mj;ajd f.k t;s' ta w;r.s u.s hdpld kag o".j" n " lmqgq wd i;=kag o wdydr mdk j,ska ix.%y fldg msx u o isß; h' Öjr mskavmd;" fiakdik".s,dkm%;hh hk i;r fldgig whs;s m%;h odkhka msß keóu wmf.a pdß;%hhs' ta wkqj {d;skag msx fï.=kdx.h" ms<sn j wkqud;_dld 13la hgf;a fï l=vd.%ka:h iliafldg we;' tys we;s lrekq uekúka lshjd n,d {d;skag msx,efnk wdldrfhka u msx wkqfudaoka lsíug ieu flfkl=ka úiska u mqreÿúh hq;=h' th ñh.sh {d;skag iekis,a,la ùug fya;= jkafka h tfiau ;ukag o th uymskla,efnk l=i,hla nj ie,lsh hq;=h' fuu l=vd oyï fmd;a uqøkh fldg Ou_ odkhla jyfhka mß;hd. lsíu l=i,hla nj i yka l< hq;= jkafka h' ish i;ajfhda ksÿla fj;ajd'æ fuhg" ufydamdoh w.a.uyd mkaä; fldgqf.dv Oïudjdi uydkdhl ia:úr' iii

mgqk 01' ldis mqrh 06 02' ±ä m%ldyhla 08 03' jia idruila 11 04' b`ÿ,a lsíu 13 05' ;=ka ne cá,fhda 14 06' kmqre isyskhla 17 07' kelfï ±änj 21 08' ießhq;a f;rkqfjda 24 09' foj`.klf.a Wmldrhla 27 10' fok mska,nkafkda 34 11' ksjerèj mska u 37 12' ;sfrdl=âv iq;%h 41 13' i;=kag mska u 46 iv

mska,nk {d;ska kfuda ;iai N.jf;da wryf;da iïud iïnqoaoiai iïud iïnqÿrcdkka jykafia wisñ; ld,dka;rhla oi mdrñ;d O¾uhka mqrk fiala æ f,dal i;ajhd idxidßl ÿlska tf;r lrúug mukla fkdj - iir.ufka WmÈk WmÈk wd;au Ndjhla mdid u" Tyqg fyda wehg iykis,s iemj;a Ôú;hla.; lrkq i yd wjia:djka i,id u msksi;a h' iemj;a Ôú;hla.; lrk mqoa.,hdg iykys,s njla ;sfnk ksid fyd krl f;areï.eksfï yelshdj,efnkafka h' tu.ska Tyqf.a fyda wehf.a nqoaêu;a nj o" jvd meyem;a lr.; yelsh' ta ;;ajhg m;a jq mqoa.,hd mdmhg nr fkdjkafka h' l=i,hg -.=Khg keuqre jkafka h' tfyhska u.=kh -.=Kh jyfhka u l=i,h - l=i,h jyfhka u" uieiska mukla fkdj kqjkeiska o ukd f,i olskafka h' l< hq;= foa l=ula o@ hkak f;areï fnreï fldg f.k fkdl< hq;= fohska je<ls" l< hq;= foh u lrkafka h' nqÿrÿka jdodrk,o ud¾.h;a thuehs' nqoafodayx fndaohsiaidñ - uq;af;dayx fudapfha mf¾ ;skafkdayx ;drhsiaidñ - ixidfrda>d uyínhd zz uu O¾uh ksismßè wjfndao fldg f,dalhdg o ta O¾uh ksis mßè wjfndao lrjkafkñ' uu kej; kej; Wm; we;s lrjk f,danh" oafõyh" fudayh uq,a fldg my< jk mdmldí is;sú,s j,ska ksoyiaj" f,dal i;ajhd o ta mdmldí is;sú,s j,ska uqojd.kafkñ' kej; - kej; Wm; we;s lrjk.;s mej;=ï j,ska je<ls f,dal i;ajhd w;s Nhdkl jq ixidr keu;s id.rfhka tf;r lrjkafkñzz hk by; i yka.d:dfjka ±lafjk iuhla wêiagdkfhka hq;=ju.=kkqjk jevq fial' nqÿ 5

njg m;aùfuka miqjo f,dalhdf.a mrf,dj mukla fkdj tkï" u;= Njhka.ek mukla fkdj fuf,dj hym;go fya;=jk whqßka u O¾u foaykd l< fial' ;uka jykafiaf.a W;a;Í;r meje;au o wka whg wdo¾yj;a jk whqßka u.; l< fial' ta O¾u.; lrekq wkqj n,k úg Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ñh.sh ;u {d;ska fjkqfjka o l=i,hka fldg mska Èhhq;= wdldrh meyeè,sj u jodrd we;' iq;% msglfha nqoaol ksldhfhys fm%a; j;a:q j¾kkdjg wh;a Wr. j¾.fhys tk mia jeks jq ;sfrdl=âv iq;% fma%; j¾kkdj ms<sn ksjerèj ±k.; hq;=h' th ñh.sh {d;skag msx u ms<sn j meyeè,s úia;rhla bèßm;a lrkq,nk Y%s uql foaykdjla jk neúks' fu;eka isg ta l;d m%jd;a;sh meyeè,sj olajk nj ie,lsh hq;=hs' ldis mqrh fuhska fmr" wkqfojeks l,amfh ys ouèj w.kqjr njg m;ajqfha ldis mqrh hs' tu k.rh È.ska.õ fo;sila jqfha h' m<,ska o.õ fo;sila úh' fï wkqj.õjlg ie;mqï i;rla neúka ie;mqï tlish úis wgls' m<,ska o fï uyd k.rh ie;mqï tlish úis wglau úh' l=vd rgla yd iudk úyd,;ajhlska hq;a iqúyd, cïnq oaùmhg wh;a fï k.rfhys" rfü Okj;a" n,j;a" kekj;a" mska we;s" fndfyda fokd Ôj;a jqfjda h' fï ldis k.rfh ys uyd ud¾. - wkq ud¾. thskq;a ;j;j;a w;=re ud¾. l=vd ux udj;a yeg ye;a;e oyia.kklg jeä h' k.rh jgd lerls uyd iuqøh lrd.,d nisk iqúyd, ldis uyd.x.dfjka yd we< fod< u.ska k.rh ;=< úys.sh c, ud¾. ksid fukqjr w,xldrj;a úh' ukd f,i jevqkq.ia fld<ka j,ska fijk imhd u o fkd wvqj isÿúh' tod mdrïmßl pdß;%hlaj mej;s" ieu ksjilgu wh;a jq 6

f.j;= j, t<j " m,;=re" u,aj¾. iy T!Iëh fnda. j.djka iy%sl njg m;a jqfhao - ldis uy.xõdfjka me;sr.sh fï we< fod< ud¾.j,sks' tksid k.r jdisyq m%ikak is;a we;af;dau jqy' Tjqyq we;.ï kshï.ï j,ska tk NjfNda. foi u n,df.k fkdisáhy' ;u ;ukaf.a f.j;= j,ska,o iïm;a ksid ksfrda.s;djh;a - YÍr fi!lhh;a ÈhqKq lr.;ay' thg jvd;a fya;= jqfha ieu ksjilu jdikdj f.kfok lsß t<fokla o isàuhs' bjisu" lrekdj Tjqka ;=< jeäèhqkq ùug o th m%uql fya;=jla úh' fï uyd ldis k.rh yerekq úg ouèj ta ta m<d;a j, jeä m%udkhla mej;sfha fl;aj;= iy.ï kshï.ï h' w,s"fldá"j. j,ia" isxy wd i;=kaf.ka msí.sh jkdka;rfhda o jqy' ta ksid tod ouèj w;súyd, rgls' tls rg wo bkaèhdj" mdlsia:dkh" N+;dkh" fkamd,h" nx.,dfoayh" áfngh wd úúo rdch j,g fjka ù we;' tod fuls uyd ouèõ rdchfha w.kqjr njg m;ajqfha by; i yka l< ldis rdcodkshhs' ouèõ ;,fhys uyd k.r - wkq k.rj, m%dfoaysh rcjre rdchh úpdf<dah' Tjqyq ish,af,dau rfü uyd rdcodksfhys tkï" ldismqr chfiak uydrdchdf.a wkil hgf;a ksoyfia ;u ;ukaf.a rdchhka md,kh l<y' jd¾islj chfiak uyrc;=udg ;=gq m~qre jyfhka OkOdkHh iy iïm;a hejqy' fï ksid uq ouèõ ;,hu idufhka iudodkfhka.; jq wdldrh merks fmd; m;ska meyeè,s fjhs' tfy;a" ;u ;ukaf.a wruqkq bgq lr.eksu msksi we;eï ckm%odksyq" jeishka fkdu. hjd w¾nqo we;s l< wjia:djka.ek o i ykaj we;' ldis rc;=udo.=kj;a kekj;a m%;dmj;a wnsudkj;a i;hjdè uysmd,lfhls' rdclsh;ajh t;=ud ;=< ishhg ishlau mq¾k f,i mej;=ks' tksid rgjeisfhda o m%;hhka; rcjreo chfiak uyrc;=udg olajk,oafoa f.!rjksh" mqcksh ;;a;ajhls' l,d;=rlska we;sjk wr.,hla jqjo ;u wd{dfõ n,fhka ikaiqka lsífï Yla;sh t;=ud ;=< 7

mej;sk' oirdc O¾ufhka rdch úpd<" msfkka msrekq chfiak uyrc;=udf.a w.fufyish njg m;a isßud foaúh o tjeksu rfü ms<s.;a W;alDIag rc mjq,lska mej; wd mxpl,hdkfhka imsrekq l=udßldjla u jqjdh' fï uyd mske;s chfiak uyd rdchd ksid tn u uy mske;s isßud ìijf.a l=iska Mqiai kï uy fndai;dkka jykafia Wm;,oy' msre mdrñ;d O¾uhka we;s ta uy fndai;dkka jykafia" ksis úhg m;aj.sysf.h yermshd iïud iïnqÿ njg m;a jq fial' ;u mq;kqjka jykafia nqÿ njg m;a ùu ksid uy;afia i;=gg m;a chfiak msh rc;=ud ta Mqiai nqÿrcdkka jykafiaf.a isjq mi myiqj rc f.oßka u l< hq;= hehs wêiagdk fldg f.k nqÿrÿka fjkqfjka ish Wjgeka rcq úiska u i,ik,oafoah' ±ä m%ldyhla chfiak uy rc;=udg wfkla ìijl l=iska Wm;,o mqkhjka; l=urefjda ;sfofkla o jqy' Tjqyqo rcqf.a wdud;h ukav,fha u fiajh lrk rcqg iydh jk weu;sjre ;=kam,ls' ta mq;kqjreka ;=kam, iy ue;s - weu;sjreka w;r o" m%foaysh md,lhka iy m%;hka; rcjreka w;r o rfü m%n+ ck;dj ;=< o l,a.; fj;au" chfiak uyd rdchd flfrys l,lsíula we;súh' thg fya;=j rcq mukla u nqoafodamia:dkh - ixf>damia:dkh wfkfll=g bv fkd isÿlsíuhs' fï lrekq ms<sn j rc l=udrjreka ;=kam, iy m%n+ ckhd fkdfhla wjia:djkays msh uy rcqg weúá,s lf<da - ;ukag o fmdÿ uy ck;djg o Mqiai f,dõ;=rd nqÿrcdkka jykafiag oka myka ug" wem Wmia:dk lsíug wjia:dj,nd fok f,ihs' ta ieu jdrhl u chfiak rc;=ud ;rfhau lshd isáfha orefjks" zznqÿrcdkka jykafia udf.a u mq;%fhls' tksid nqÿrÿka 8

uf.a h' O¾u r;akh o uf.au h' Y%djl ix> msßi o uf.au h' fï wkqj orefjks" nqoao r;akh;a" O¾u r;akh;a" ix> r;akh;a uf.auehs' ud Ôj;a jk ;=re - ;%súo r;akh /l n,d.eksfï whs;sh we;af;a ughs' tneúka nqÿ rÿkag;a" Y%djl uyd ix>hd jykafiag;a ud úiska u wem Wmia:dk l< hq;=jd ñi" ;j;a flfkl=g th mejíug uf.a leue;a;la ke;' tuksid fï b,a,su kej; ud fj; bèßm;a fkdlrj hszz lshd isáhy' rcqf.a by; i yka ±ä m%ldyfhka l=urefjda l,lsíug m;ajqy' wfkl=;a ue;s weu;sjreka iy by<u fmf,a m%;hka; rcjreka lsysm fofkl= yd ryis.;j idlépd mj;a jkafkda zzmsh uy rcdkka jykafiaf.a fï woyig wmg tlõ úh fkdyelsh' wmsÿ nqÿ rÿkaf.ka nk weisfuka u mukla ieysulg m;a fkdù" Wkajykafiag wem Wmia:dk o l< hq;=h' wmg;a ta jrm%idoh ;sìh hq;=h' ta i yd Wmdhla fhdouqzz hehs l;sld fldg f.k w.kqjßka rfü we; m%;hka; foayhka fol ;=kl jd¾islj rc;=udg f.úh hq;= whnÿ k;r lr y' rg jeisfhda o uy;a i;=áka l=urejka ;sfokdf.a iy m%;hka; rc - jre lsm fokdf.a woyig n,j;a fia iyfhda.h ÿkay' thg fya;=j Tjqkaf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;=j o" nqÿrÿkag Wjgeka lsífï bvlv i,id.eksug meje;s wdydjhs' jirla yudrla.; fj;au rc;=udg fuh ±kqfka - rdch NdKavd.drh flfuka ysia fõf.k hdu ksidh' fidhd neæ úg rcqg ±k.kakg,enqfka rc;=ud ms<sn j ck;dj l<lsí whnÿ fkdf.jk njhs' fuhska lïms; mjg m;a chfiak uy rc;=ud ;u mq;kqjka ;=kafmd, le jd idlépdjla lf<a h' zzorefjks" f;ms ;sfokdu udf.a mq;kqjreh' wfkla me;af;ka n,k úg udf.a wud;h moú ork ;sfofkla o fj;s' m%;hka; foay lsmhl ck;dj ud flfrys l<lsí whnÿ f.ùï w;ayer we;' ta m%foay j,g wh;a rdch NdKavd.dr wxyhka ys uqo,a wxy ysia fõf.k 9

hhs' ta foayj, ck;djf.a Wkak;sh msksi we<" fod<" jeõ" fmdl=kq ux udj;a".s,ka Yd,d" jeä ÈhqKq lsíu msksi - ÿialr m%foayj,g wdodr heùu msksi kshu l<úg - rdch NdKavd.drhg uf.a kshuhka bgq lsíug wmyiq nj th Ndr wud;hjrhd ±kqï ;sfí' Tn ;=kafmd, jyd ta ta okõj,g f.dia m%;hka; rcjre lsmfokd iuõ o idlécd fldg iduh we;s l< hq;=hehszz Wmfoia l=udrjre ;sfokd msßjr iys;j m%;hka; foayhka n,d hejqy' Tõyq o ;uka úiska u fh Wmdhla neúka uyrcqg lsisjla ±k.; fkdyels jk whqßka ta ta m%foay j,g f.dia ck;dj iduldó njg m;a lrjd udi.kkdjlg miq ldis k.rhg meñk rc;=udg jd¾;d lf<da h' uy rc;=ud lshkqfha - zzorefjks" f;ms lrekq myod.y nek.eksulska f;drj - f,a je.síulska f;drj iduh we;s lsíu.ek i;=gg m;ajqfkñ' f;ms ;sfokd uf.a orefjda h' j.lsjhq;= wud;hjre h' ud flfrys fifkye;s rdch mdëslfhda h' ta okõ jeis uy ck;djo ud i,lkafka udf.au orejka yeáhghs' wfma rdc O¾uh thhs' ;u orejkg fiau rgjeis ck;djgo iafkayjka;j ms<smeèh hq;= nj rdc O¾uhla fõ' ta wkqj f;ms ;sfokd ck;djf.a is;a i;ka Èkd.ksñka" rfü uyrdchd jyfhka ud flfrys o Tjqkaf.a we;s f.!rjdkaú; ms<s.eksug ydkshla fkdjk whqßka fï ne?reï m%yakh úi d we;' ;j ál ojila.; jqjd kï fï w¾nqoh udf.a md,kh hgf;a mj;akd wfkl=;a m%;hka; rdch j,go me;sí hdug bv ;snqks' tho ±ka je<ls we;' fï bgql< Wodr rdc mdësl fiajdj w.h lrñka uúiska o f;ms ;sfokd we;= fï m%yakh ksrdlrkh lr.eksug iydh ÿka ks, orejkg o úfyai ie,ls,a,la l< hq;=ju we;' th;a wmf.a ldf;damldí rdch ks;shls' Tn ;=ka fmd,g wjyh keu jrhla - b,a,sula bèßm;a lrj' th bgq lsíug wfma rdc ks;sh wkqj uu ne isáñ'zz 10

fï ms<s;=frka l=urejkag buy;a i;=gla we;s úh' ;uka fh WmdhYS,s ls%hd ud¾.h msh rc;=udg ±k.eksug bv fkd;nd" ;uka l< ymkalu.eko Tjqka wdvïnrhg m;ajqy' Bg miq Èk fï ;sfokdu msh uyrcdkka jykafia ±l wdpdr iudpdr olajd zzmshuyrc;=uks" Tn jykafia wm fforhj;a lrñka - wmf.a fiajh w.h lrñka l< m%yxid;aul foaykh.ek buy;a f,i i;=gq fjuq' ta m%ldykh.ek wms ifydaorjre ;=kam,o Tn jykafia ug fmdfrdkaÿ jq jrh ms<sn idlépd lf<uq' msh uyrckka jykai" wm b,a,k jrh kï wka lsisjla fkdfjhs' wfma ifydaor Mqiai nqÿrcdkka jykafiag i;a wjqreoaola wem Wmia:dk lsíug wkque;sh,nd.eksuhs'zz zzorefjks" Th b,a,su yer fjk;a ljr jrhla fyda b,a,su fyd hs' nqoafodamia:dkh kï ud Ôj;a jk;=re uúiska u l< hq;a;ls'zz zzmsh uyrc;=uks tfia fkdlshkq uekú' tfia kï ih wjqreoaola ÿk uekj'zz zzorefjks" tho fkdl, yelsh'zz fï wkqj mia wjqreoao" isjq wjqreoao" ;=ka wjqreoao" oe wjqreoao" tla wjqreoao" olajdo wvq fldg neßu ;ek i;a uilao" ih uilao" mia uilao" isjq uila ±hs lshd n,j;a fia weúá,s fldg b;d wudrefjka ydr udihlg wkque;sh,nd.;ay' zztfia kï orefjks f;dmf.a fï n,j;a b,a,su bj;,sh fkdyels ksid;a" wka lsisjla f;ms n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkdjk ksid;a bèß jia ld,h nqÿrcdkka jykafiag wdrdokd fldg Wka jykafiaf.a wkque;sh mßè biag lr.kqjzz hs" wjir ÿkafka h' jia idruila l=udrjre ;sfokdo isyiqkg m;a jqjla fuka" uy;a fia i;=gqj Mqiai nqÿrÿka fj; f.dia fumqj;a ie<fldg bèß jia ld,h ;=< wem Wmia:dk lsíu i yd wjir,nd.;ay' uy;afia m%uqè; njg m;a jq fï l=udrjre 11

;sfok ;ukaf.a m%odk ld¾hhndrhkays kshqla; msßi le jd bèß jia ld,h ;=< nqÿrcdkka jykafiag;a" uyd ix>hd jykafiag;a úydrdrdudèh bè lsíug ie,iqï l<y' ta wkqj c, myiqlï iy ksis f,i jevqkq.ia fld<ka we;s N+ñ Nd.hla f;dard tys iujq ìï fldgil nqÿrpdkka jykafia fjkqfjka iqúfyai.kao l=áhlao" uyd ix>hd fjkqfjka iqúyd, wdrduhla o bè lrjd Bg wod< odk Yd,d" ilauka u " meka fmdl=kq" jép l=á wdèh o bèfldg ksu l<y' rfü ck;dj o fndfyda ld,hl isg n,dfmdfrd;a;= jq me;=ula bgqùu ksid buy;a Wkkaÿjlska hq;=j fï ish lghq;= jyd ksu lr.eksug l=udrjrekg uy;afia Wmldr l<y' rdcldí lghq;= ms<sn j ukd mqyqkqjla we;s l=udrjre jia f;ui yd làk udih ;=< Èkm;d ys,a odkh yd oyj,a odkh ms<sfh< lsíu msksi f;dard.;a oi oyila msßi w;=frka tla lkavdhulg ndr l<y' Tjqkg wjyh ish myiqlï o fiajl ldrld ka iïnkao fldg f.k odkhg wjyh OdkH j¾. t<j " m,;=re" l= nvq" iy leú<s - fmú<s" wdèh ks;sm;d,efnk fia wjyh úêúodkhka o fh y'.s,kami ms<sfh< lsíï iy c, iemhsï wd lghq;= j,g o mú;%;d lghq;= j,g o ;j;a msßila fhojqy' fï w;r uy iõ msßila iys; nqÿrÿka jev isákq,nk úydria:dkhlg Wkajykafia ±lsug nk msß;a weisug ixf>damia:dkd lghq;= j,g ksula fkdue;sj fikõ meñfkk neúka Tjqkg wod< myiqlï ie,isug o ;j;a msßia fhdojk,oy' fï Ñ;a;dl¾YkSh úydria:dkhg ks;sm;d meñfkkafkdao tf,iu ksula ke;s ;rï úh' fï ieu ld¾h iïndrhla i ydu m;a lrk,o m%uql mqoa.,hd jqfha ta ckmofhys wêm;sjrhd h' fufia wei< mqr mif<diajl fmdfyda Èk nqoao m%uql uyd ix>hd jykafia jia iudoka lrjk,oy' k.rfha mukla fkdj.ï okõ jeishkq;a Mqiai nqÿrÿka m%odk 12

uyd iõrejkg wem Wmia:dk lsíug,eîu;a ksid uy;a fia m%uqè; njg m;ajqy' b,a lsíu fufia wmßñ; mßy%uhlska hq;=j chfiak msh uy rcdkkaf.ka,nd.;a jrh wkqj mskalu ksis mßèu bgqfldg wkqyia,nd.eksu i yd l=udrjre ;=ka m,o iu;a jqy' jia ld,h ;=< nqoaom%uql uyd ix>hd jykafiag ksrka;rfhkau Wjegka lsíu msksi f;dard.;a ie±yej;a oi oyila muk mqreihka iuõ l=udrjreo.=re mdg jia;%fhka ieris Wfmdai: wiagdx. YS,fhka hq;=ju ms<sfj;a msrey' Tjqkaf.a NdKavd.dßl mqrei f;fï odkuh lghq;= by; ls mßè ;u msßi;a iuõ ksis mßèu bgq l<y' fï w;r l=urejkaf.a kshuh mßè odkuh lghq;= ndr.;a msßig wh;a we;eï fokd udihla yudrla.; jq úg m<uqj mej;s ie±yej;a núka f;drj ms<sfh, l< odkh nqÿrÿka m%uql uyd ix>hd jykafiag ms ug fmr Wäka m,af,ka b,a lrkakg mgka.;ay' ál ojila.; fj;au rij;a wdydr j,g we Kq Tõyq" ksn j u ix> odkhg fmr ìh iel ke;=ju fydfrka leug mjd W;aiql jqy' tfiau odkfhka miq b,a w;k fu;k oud odk Yd,dÈh o wmsßisÿ lsíug mgka.;ay' odkhg fmr w;sfy%aiag jq iïud iïnqÿrcdkka jykafiag;a" uyry;ka jykafiag;a" ms<sfh< l< wdydr mdk wkqnj lsíug mgka.;a fï leor msßi - làk mska lfuka miq rkavq irej,a we;slrf.k odk Yd,djg o.sks ;enqfjdah' ñksia.;s okakd ie±yej;a l=udrjrekaf.a;a wemlem ù mskalï l< uq,sl jq oyila mqreihkaf.a;a mqkh fé;kdjkg thska ydkshla fkdùh' l=ureka ;sfokd ta lvdlmam,aldí" mdmldí msßif.a ls%hd ms<sn j l,fkdlsí ;ukg iyh jq m%uql fmf<a mqreihka oi oyila fokd iu.;a" lghq;= uekúka 13

bgql< ckmo wêm;shka iuõ;a mskalu ksufldg nqÿrcdkka jykafia iy uy iõrejk ldismqr msh uyrcqf.a úydrhg iqúyd, fmryeßka jevu lrjqy' mshrc;=udo orejka úiska ksismßè lr.;a fuu uyd mskalu ms<sn j uqj fkdiefyk mßè m%yxid lrk,oy' fuls uyd mqkh lu_fha wdksixi n,h fya;= fldg f.k fuys i yka l< ie±yej;a.=kj;a rc l=urejka ;=ka fmd< o" ckmo wêm;sjre o" lghq;= ixúodkh l< NdKavd.dßl mqrei f;fï o" wndjfhka miq ;=is; foõf,dj Wm;,oy' fï uyd msxlug iïnkao jq,ë ixlhd; ckhd o ÈjH" ukqih fo.;sfhys WmÈñka miq ld,j, my< jq nqoafoda;amdohkays wuduy ksjka iïm;a,oy' ;=ka ne cá,fhda tod ldisrg chfiak uyrcdkka Mqiai nqÿ rcdkka jykafiaf.ka u nk wid" fidajdka wd ud¾. M,j,g m;aj" nqÿrÿka jod< wks;h m%;sixhqla; foaykdjla wid.sysfhla jyfhka u uy ry;a njg m;aj msßksjka md jod<y' ta Mqiai nqÿrcdkka jykafiaf.a uekshka jq isßud foaúh o Mqiai fndai;a l=urejka ìysfldg fkdfnda Èklska u wndjhg m;aj ;=is; foõf,dj Wm;,nd ms<sfj,ska foõf,dúka foõf,djg o" nuf,dúka nuf,djg meñfkñka n%yau iïm;a o ú ksufldg nuf,dj u ry;aj msßksjka meu;a O¾u kshduhls' ta Mqiai nqÿrÿkaf.a uõmsh fom,f.a iir.uk fl<jr lsífï wkqms<sj, h' ifydaor l=urefjda ;=kafmd< foõf,dúka foõf,djg meñfkñka uy;a jq iem;a ú wm nqÿrÿka oji Wrefõ, ldyhm" k ldyhm".hd ldyhm kñka n,.;= idoaêu;a ;jqika jyfhka isg wmf.a nqÿrÿka fj;ska u" tays NsËq Ndjfhka meúoao,nd uy ry;a njg m;ajqy' ta ;=ka ne cá,hkaf.a oyila ;jqia 14

msßi njg m;aj wm nqÿrÿka fj;ska tays NsËq Ndjfhka uyk Wmiïmodj,nd ry;anjg m;ajqfjda tod rdc l=urejka ;sfokd iuõ msx lug ueoy;aj l%shd l< msßig wh;a jqfjda u fj;s' ckmofhys kshqla; m%uql ckmodêm;shd wm nqÿrÿka oji ìïìidr uyrcdfkda h' NdKavd.dßl.Dym;s mq;%hd wm nqÿka oji úydl isgqjrhdfkda h' ta NdKavd.dßl jrhdf.a weuksh - ^ìß & jqjd wm nqÿka oji Oïu Èkakd kï ry;a fufykshhs' nqoaom%uql uyd ix> r;akhg ms<sfh< l< odkh Wkajykafia,dg mqcd lsíug fmr Wäka m,af,ka leug mgkaf.k miqj ksnhju fkdhs,a odkh ld Tjqfkdjqka l,y lrf.k tod odk Yd,djg o.sks ;enq ish,af,dau urkska miq wùñ uyd krldèhg jegqkdyq h' Tjqyq fkdb,a odkh lejd mukla fkdj BIHdfjka iy fl%daofhka.ynek f.k oafõy is;ska oka y,g o.sks ;eîu ta wmd.;ùug fya;=jhs'.=k kqjkska hq;a l=urejka we;= msßjr foõ iem;a j< d ksjkg m;a jq wdldrh o fï l:d m%jd;a;sfhka wm ldg;a meyeè,sj ±l.; yelsh' mskla lrk úg mskla jyfhka u ñi l=i,hla lrk úg l=i,hla jyfhka u ñi ta wiafia mdml%shd lsíug hdfuka,efnk krl úmdl fï ;sfrdal=âv iq;% foaykdfõ ksodk l:dfjys fuhdldrfhka olajd we;' fuys i yka l< Mqiai nqÿrcdkka jykafiaf.ka miq" wr mdmldíyq wkq fol,amhla mqrd u wùñ uyd krldèfha u meiqfkda h' wmdfha u meis meis isá ta ksßi;ajfhda fï uyd Nøl,amfhys ;=kafjks jrg nqÿ njg m;a jq ldyhm nqÿrcdkka jykafiaf.a ld,fha u wmd ÿlska ñ mro;a;+môù fm%a; f,dalfha Wm;,oy' ta nqoao ld,fhys msxj;a ukqihfhda" ta liqma iïud iïnqÿrcdkka jykafia m%uql NsËq NsËqKS WNh uyd ix>hdg uy oka jeg mj;ajd Tjqkaf.a ñh.sh [d;skag msx wkqfudaoka lr;s' ta fok mskla,nd iemhg m;aùfï 15

Yla;sh,n;s' mro;a;+môù fm%a;fhda foaj;ajhg m;ajkq ±l okajeg ld wmd.; ù isg bka ñ fuu fm%a; Njhg m;a jqfjda o fufia is;+y' zzwfydazz wmgo fok mskla,enqfkd;a wksl=;a fm%a;hskagfiau fï fm%a; ÿlska ñ foúhka njg m;aúh yelsh' ldf.ka wms mskla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjuq±hs ta fm%a; iuqyhd Tjqfkdjqka idlépd fldg liqma nqÿrcdkka jykafia fj;g f.dia we; isg je jeà ;u ÿl lshd md zziajdóks ldyhm nqÿrcdkka jykai" mro;a;+môú fm%a; Njhg jeà we;s fndfyda fm%a;fhda Tn jykafia m%uql uyd ix> r;akhg odkdèh mqcd fldg Tjqkaf.a [d;ska úiska fokq,nk msx wkqfudaokaj foaj;ajhg m;a fj;s' foúhka njg m;afj;s' fojõkka njg m;a fj;s'zz wfka iajdóks" wmgo fï fm%a; ÿlska ñ fï u.la lshd fokq uekjehszz b,a,d isáhy' ta fm%a;hskaf.a fï ÿlaå; b,a,sug weyqïlka ÿka ldyhm nqÿrcdkka jykafia Èjiska n,d lrekq ±l jodrk fiala" zzfm%a;hsks f;ms iduqyslj Mqiai nqÿrÿka oji isÿ lrf.k we;af;a nrm;, wl=i,hls' ta ksid f;dmg udf.a nqoao Ydikfhys o mskla,nd iem;g m;a ùug bv lvla ke;' fï uyd Nøl,amfhys u fï nqoaodka;rh f.ù.sh ;ek y;r fjks jrg;a isoaod¾: f.!;u kñka iïud iïnqÿjrhdk flfkla my< jkakdyq h' toji ìïìidr kï uyrc flfkla ta nqÿrcdkka jykafiaf.a w.% odhl njg m;a jkafka h' t;=ud Mqiai nqÿ rÿka oji f;dmf.au [d;s jrfhls' ta ±yeñ ìïìidr uyrc;=ud f.!;u nqÿrÿka m%uql uyd ix>hd jykafiag" oka f;dmg" msx wkqfudaoka lrkq we;' ta msx fnf,ka f;dm ish,af,dau ÈjH iïm;a,nkafkda hehs jod< fial' fï nqoao jpkfhka uy;a fia m%uqè; njg m;a ta fm%a;fhda zzfyg oji,efnk iem;la fia i,lñka fï nqoaodka;rhu.; l<y' ta liqma nqÿrÿka jod< mßèu nqoaodka;rh f.ù.sfhah' f.!;u 16

kñka iïud iïnqÿ flfkla my< jq fial' rc.y kqjr rdcodksfhys ìïìidr kñka uyrc flfklao rdchhg m;aúh' tfy;a ;ukg msx fok njla fkdfmkqks' rc ud<s.dfõ f.!;u nqÿrÿka m%uql oyia.kka ix>hd jykafiag oka fok kuqÿ ;ukg msx fok njla fkdÿgy' fuhska ÿlauqiq njg m;a ta fm%a;fhda rc;=udf.ka msx b,a,d isákq msksi" rd;%s Nd.fhys rcq u kskaog jegqkq úg ud,s.dj jgd /iaj uyd ÿla wf dakdjlska ìhlre f,i iduqyslj y~kakg jqy' fï ìhlre Yíoh wid weglgq meÿkq" weõ uiaj,ska f;dr kyr b,amqkq" bèßhg fkrd.sh ú iaiqkq o;a we;s" isyska b;a;el+re fia úysÿkq flia jeá j,ska hq;a wmú;%" ÿ. yuk w;syhskau wfydank nv msg lgqjg we Kq" ksrej;a" fm%a;" fm%a;shka ±l uy;afia Nhg;a" ix;%dihg;a" ixfõ.hg;a m;a rcf;fï fkdksod t,sfjk f;la.; l<y' WoEik fõ jkdrduhg f.dia nqÿrcdkka jykafia ±l fufia mejiqy' kmqre isyskhla zziajdóks" nqÿrcdkka jykai" Bfha ;=kahï rd;%shu ug kskaola ke;' ljr l,lj;a wid ke;s - lsisodl ±l ke;s uyd ÿlaå; fm%a; iuqyhla udf.a rdc ud,s.dj jg fldg f.k uyd ÿla wf dakdjlska we~qy' ta ìysiqkq ÿla y~ fï fudfydaf;a o udf.a folkg wefikakdfiahe' Ñ;a;c rem jyfhka Tjqkaf.a ÿlaå;iajndjh uf.a is;g fmfkkakdfiahe' oyila h" oi oyila h" úis oyila h lshd.kkla fkdlsh yels ;rï w;s úyd, fm%a; iuqyhls' nqÿrcdkka jykai" udf.a rgg N+ñ lïmdjlska" iq<s iq<õlska" uqyqÿ f.dv.e,sulska isÿùug kshñ; uyd úm;l fmr ksñ;a;la fia fï mqÿu isyskh ÿjqfjï o@ tfia ke;akï udf.a rgjeis ck;djg.x j;=r ìhlska" bfvdarhlska" jix.; 17

frda.hlska fyda hqo flda,dy,hlska isÿ ùug kshñ; uy úm;l fmr ksñ;a;la fia fï isyskh ÿgqfjïo@ zz zzuyrc;=uks" fuu isyskfhka Th lshk lsisjla w¾:j;a fkdflfr;s' rfcla jyfhka Tn ieu úgu rg.ek" ;u rg jeishka.ek úuis,af,ka u isàu jákd fohls' th Wiia rdc O¾uhls' rfcl=f.a j.lsu o thhs' Tn ;u Ôú;h.ek ne fõ ;=ka jeks jrghs' th;a l< hq;a;ls' ;u Ôj;h ksis mßè /l.; fyd;a rgg È.= l,la fiajh l< yelsh' th Tn f;areï.eksu Wiia.=Khls' m<uqj rg" fojkqj rg jeishd" ;=ka jeksj ;uka.ek is;+ njla fmfka' by; i yka rdc Ñka;kh w;syh jeo.;a h'uyrc fuu ÿlauqiq isyskfhka Tfí rgg - rg jeishdg fyda Tng lsisÿ úm;la fmkakqï fkdlrhs' óg wkq fol,amhlg fmr Tfí {d;s iuqyhd iduqyslj uyd mdm l¾uhla isÿ lr f.k we;' tys úmdl jyfhka Tõyq ish,af,dau wmd ÿlg jeà bka ñ ±ka mro;a;+môù fm%a; msßi oi oyila - úis oyila muk fkdfõ' Tõyq ish,af,dau yeg y;r oyils' tod" úmiais nqÿ rÿka oji" ta ish,af,dau fí [d;s;ajh o olajd - Tn úiska mska oyï fldg" udf.a idikfha Tjqka ÿlska uqojk njgo - ta ldyhm nqÿ rcdkka jykafiaf.ka ±k.;a mßè - fï olajd th bgq fkdjqk ksid ;u i;huh iajremh olajd fï lrk,oafoa Tfnka mska b,a,d isàuls' zztfia kï nqÿrcdkka jykai" ±ka uf.a is;g uyd iykhls' uf.a ud;d N+ñhg - uf.a rg jeishdg úm;la - jhikhla isÿ fkdù fjk ljr fohla isÿ jqjo ug ìhla ke;' ±ka ud l< hq;af;a l=ula±hs jodrkq uekú'zz zzuy rc;=uks" lrekd fmr±ßj nqoao m%uql uyd ix>hd jykafiag uyd odkhla mqcd fldg - ug isysfkka fmks isg uf.ka mska n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqk udf.a [d;s iuqyhdg fï l=i,a fnf,ka ÈjHuh iïm;a,efíjdz hs mska wkqfudaoka lsíu uekú'zz fï wkqj ìïìidr uy rc;=ud miqod oyj,a rc f.or uyd odkhla ms<sfh< lf<ah' 18

nqÿrcdkka jykafia m%uql ry;=ka we;= oyila fokd jykafia rc f.org jevu lrjqy' ±ka ;:d.;hka jykafia o w.iõjka jykafia,d we;= ry;=ka o - ud¾. M,,dNs NsËqka iy is,aj;a NsËqka jykafia,d o ud<s.dj ;=< wiqka mkjd jvd ys jqy' fï wjia:dj jk úg wr mska n,dfmdfrd;a;= jq fm%a; iuqyhd ud<s.dj jfü /iaj isáhy' nqÿrcdkka jykafia we;= uyd ix>hd jykafia oka j< d ksujq úg isÿ lr.;a fï uyd mska wkqfudaoka lsíug rc;=ud iy msßi ;ekam;aj jdäjqy' tflfkys wr ish u fm%a;hka rc;=udg;a" wr msßig;a fmfkk mßè nqÿmshdkka jykafia wêiagdkhla l< fial' ta ±l rc we;= uyd msßi uy;afia ixfõ.hg m;aj zzud úiska isÿ lr.;a fï odkuh mqkh n,fhka isysfkka ÿgq udf.a [d;s fm%a;fhda ÈjH.;shg m;a fj;ajdzhs - iem;g m;a fj;ajdzz hs meka jvd mska wkqfudaoka l<y' ta mska,nd ish fm%a; iuqyhd ÈjHuh iemhg m;aj tèku rd;%sfhys foúhka" fojõkkafia nn<ñka fmks isáho Tjqyq ish,af,dau ÈjHuh i j,ska f;drj isákq±l rc;=ud miq Èk Öjr iys;j nqÿrÿka m%uql oyila uyd iõkg uyd odkhla mqcd fldg ta jia;% odkfha wdksixy o wkqfudaoka l<y' tèk ÿka mska wkqfudaokaj yeg y;r oyila muk jq foaj iuqyhd fmrod fiau ÈjHuh jia;%dnrk iys;j rcq bèßfhys fmks isáhy' rc;=ud uy;a fia i;=gq odkfhka miq nqÿrcdkka jykafia ;sfrdl=âv iq;%h ud;dld fldg rcq we;= uyd msßig N=la;dkqfudaokd Ou_ foaykdj jod< fial' ta fufia h' zzuy rc;=uks" ñh.sh [d;s fm%a;fhda Ôj;a jk [d;skaf.ka mska n,dfmdfrd;a;=j" ta ta whf.a ksfjiaj, fok mskla wkqfudaoka ùug n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka miqfj;s' [d;skaf.a f.j,a fodrj,a j,g hk tk uxikaê j,o / isá;s' Tõyq is,aj;a.=kj;a W;=uka flfrys wdydrmdkdèh jia;%" fikiqka iy T!Iëh fnfy;a - fya;a mqod ñh.sh [d;ska isysm;a lr msx 19

wkqfudaoka lrkakdyqh' ñh.sh [d;ska fjkqfjka ;uka,o Od¾ñl foa meyeÿkq is;ska hq;=j mqcd fldg ta msx wkqfudaoka lsíu ñh.sh [d;skag lrkq,nk by<u ix.%yhhs' ta ie±yej;a.=kj;a ñksiaiq ñh.sh {d;ska flfrys we;s wkqlïmdj yd ohdj ksid msßisÿ jq m%ks; jq wdydrmdk uyd ix>hdg lem irema mßè iqÿiq wjia:djkays mqcd fldg zzboxfï [d;s kx fyda;= - iqå;d fydka;= [d;fhdazz hkqfjka ud úiska isÿlr.;a fï msk udf.a [d;s fm%a;hkag,eîfuka Tõyq iqjm;a fj;ajd' hs msx wkqfudaoka lrk úg ta [d;s fm%a;fhda o t;kg /ia jkakdy' mqkh n,h wkqfudaokaj iem;g m;a jkakdy' ta fm%a; Njfhys Wm;,o whg f.dú;eka lsíula ke;af;ah' tfiau.j /lau o ke;af;ah' fj<fy<odï o ke;' rka" ß " uq;=" ueksla.kq fokq o ke;' ta fm%a;fhda fï f,dalfha isg wkqfudaoka lrk mskla,nd iem;g m;aùu iajndjhzhs' fjk;a ms<sirkla Tjqkg ke;' mro;a;+môú fm%a; Njhg jegqkq ldg jqjo tlu msysg - fok mskla,eîu yer fjk;a msysgla ke;s nj h' Wia ;ekl.,d yef,k j¾id c,h my;a ìï f;ud f.k b;sí me;sí hkafka o tmßoafoka - ñksia f,dalh keu;s Wia ;ek isg wkqfudaoka lrjkq,nk msk my;a N+ñhla jq fm%a; Njfhys isák whg iem;la u,nd fokafka h' fufia uyd.xõdèfhka.,d hk c,fhka uyd id.rhu msfrkakd fia wm úiska fok,o msk ta mro;a;+môú fm%a;hkag,efn;s' ta mska wkqfudoka lrk úg o" zzñh.sh [d;syq wmg fufia ie,l=jdyqh" wms.ek fidhd ne jdyqh" wmf.a wvqmdvq imqrd ÿkafkdah" wm jrèka j<lajd.eksug wjjdo wkqydikd l<y' ta ksidu wmf.a ÈhqKqjla we;s úh' fufia is;d lrekd fmr±ßj mska wkqfudaoka l< hq;=h' urkhg m;a jq wh.ek yeéu" je<msu" ÿlaùu wdèh ksid ñh.sh whg fyda Ôj;a jk whg jevla fkdfj;s' fok mska wkqfudaoka ùfukau ta [d;s fm%a;fhda taldka;fhkau iem;g m;a jkakdyqh' 20

kelfï ±änj ñh.sh [d;skag mska fï jeo.;a lrekq y;rla u;=jk nj fmfka' fudõyq ñh.sh {d;skaf.a.=k i,l;a hehs Wodr [d;s O¾uhla fmkakqï flf¾' fojekak ñh.sh {d;skag iem;la,nd uh' ;=kajekak kï wd¾hh uyd ix>hdg o Ôj;a ùu msksi Yla;sh,nd uh' fï flf<ys.=k ie,lsfï uyd mskalu ksid odhljre o wmuk mskla /ia lr.ks;s' zzfid [d;s Ofïudp whx ksoiaisf;d fm;dk mqcd p l;d W<drd n,[ap NslaLqk ukqmamèkakx ;=ïfyays mq[a[x miq;x wkmamlxzz hk ;Sfrdal=âv iq;%fha tk wjidk.d:dfõ olajd we;af;a by; i yka l< woyihs' iïmq¾k ;sfrdal=âv iq;%h fuys wjidkhg fhdod we;s nj ie,lsh hq;=h' fuh fkdkj;ajd lshd f.k hefï myiqj msksi tfia w.g fh nj olajd,sug leue;af;uq' w;ßka m;r.d:d,sh -,shd woyia m<lsífï lsh jk mdglhkag wmyiqjla we;s jk neúks' ta.d:djkaf.a woyi by; i yka lrk, ' fuys i yka l<.d:dfjys we;=<;a m%odk lrekq y;rla.ek lrekq álla meyeè,s l< hq;=j ;sfí' zzfid [d;s Ofuudp whx ksoiaisf;dzz hkqfjka b;d jeo.;a woyila bèßm;a flfrhs' tkï ñksia j¾.hd w;r mukla fkdj ;sßika i;=ka w;ro mj;akd jq [d;s;ajh úysiag;u.=k O¾uhla njhs' uõ - fouõmshka" ifydaor - ifydaoßhka we;= ta yd ne mj;akd jq È.ska - È.g je<lafia úys we;s msßi fuys [d;s kñka olajd we;' zz[d;ldk[p ix.fydazz hkafkka uyd ux., iq;%fha o nqÿrcdkka jykafia ;u [d;ska.ek fidhd lshd ne,su - ke;s neß [d;skag 21

Wmldr ùu ux., lrekla fia olajd we;' fldai, uyd rdchdf.a mq;kqjka jq úvqvn rc;=ud p;=rx.ks fiakdj msßjrdf.k YdlH foayhg hqoaohg hoa l,a we;=j nqÿrÿka hqo ìug f.dia jev isáhy' úvqvn rc;=ud meñk zz;:d.;hka jykai" fï ;o ysre ryañh we;s hqo N+ñfhys jev fkdisákq uekú' wr uf.a rg me;af;a jevqkq.ia fld<ka we;s isis,a iq<õ we;s ;eklg jäkq uekjzz hs je kuialdr fldg wdrdokd l<y' túg nqÿrcdkka jykafia jodrk fiala" zzúvqvn rc;=uks" wr YdlH foayfha msysá me;af;a isg yud tk iq<õ;a ug jvd;a iksm odhlhehszz mejisfuka woyia lf<a [d;s ix.%yhhs' nqÿrÿkaf.a woyi f;areï.;a fldai, mq;% úvqvn rcq igkg.sh.uk kj;d wdmiq meñksfha h' fufia fojrlau YdlH jxysl [d;ska.,jd.eksug nqÿrÿka bèßm;a jq wdldrh nqÿ isßf;ka ukdj meyeè,sh' nqÿrÿka m<uq.uk iqoafodaok ud<s.djg jeä wjia:dfõ l=vd rdyq, l=urejd zziqldf;a iuk cdhdzz hkqfjka zziajdñks" Tn jykafiaf.a fijk;a ug iemodhl hehszz mjiñka nqÿ rÿkaf.a ol=k; weõs,a,la w,a,df.k rdyq, l=urejd nqÿrÿka iuõu fjfyrg.sfha fï f,a kelu ksidu h' Ôú;ajk {d;ska úiska ñh mrf,dj.sh ;u [d;sñ;%d ka fjkqfjka úh meyeoka fldg - fjfyi uykais ù úúo mska lï flfr;s' oka fo;s" mkai,a fjfyr úydria:dk bèlr;s" mdi,a - jeäysá ksjdi - wdfrda.h Yd,d - fndaê>r - meka fmdl=kq - md,ï - ta o~q ;kjd fmdÿ ck hym; msksi mqcd flfr;s" mß;hd.hka flfr;s' úúo w. ysõlï ksid wohdmkh,nd.eksug wmyiq orejkg fkdfhla whqßka Wmldr flfr;s' ke;s - neß whg" ÿ.s - u.s hdpld kag i,l;s' ÿlg m;a ;sßika i;=kago wdydr mdk imhd fuka" wnh odkh,nd fuka uyd mskalï flfr;s' fujka mska lï fldg zzwm isÿ lr.;a fï l=i, n,h fya;= fldgf.k ñh mrf,dj 22

.sh wmf.a uõmshka we;= [d;skag iem;lau fõjdzz hs mska wkqfudaoka lr;s' tjka mskalï lrk úg odhlhka ms<sn j ld w;r;a hym;a.=k f>daidjla me;sr hkafkah' fudjqyq flf<ys.=k i,lk - hq;=lï bgq lrk.=k iïmkak we;af;dahz hk ta.=k f>daidj fuf,dj jyfhka ;u mjq, m%isoaêhg m;aùug - ms<s.;a mjq,la njg m;aùug fya;= jkafka h' ta ksidu ta mjq,aj, ÈhqKqjla - m%lg njla we;sfõ' fï ksid rfü f;dfü Wiia mqoa.,hka njg m;a ùu;a ks;e;skau we;s jk.;shls' th ;ud lr.;a [d;s ix.%yh ;=<ska,nd.;a l=y,fhys zzèüg Oïu fõokshzz úmdlhhs' fï Njfha u,efnk wdksixi fldgi th nj ie,lsh hq;= h' by; i yka.d:dfõ fojeks mofhka lshefjkafka zzfma;dk mqcdp l;d W<drdZZ ñh mrf,dj.sh {d;s fm%a;hskag uyd ie,ls,a,la l< nj h' zzñrx Ôjka;= fkd [d;s" fhix fya;=,ndufizz hkqfjka fjfyi uykais ù ;u Okh lem fldg uyd mska lï fldg mska wkqfudaoka lsífuka mro;a;+môú fm%a; Njfhys jeà isá wm ta uyd ÿlska.,jd wo fï,nd we;s ÈjH iemhg m;a lf<da" fï fï [d;syqh" fï fï kï.ï we;s Woúhhs' wfka Tjqkg iem;lau fõjd hs msrekq lrekd yoj;ska hq;=j wdys¾jdo lrkafkda h' th Ôj;a jk mska ÿka [d;skag uyd iekis,a,ls' weiajy lgjy - fodaid Èh Nx. ùug" wm, Wmøj ke;s ùug" y;=re Wmøjhkaf.ka wdrëd ùug uy;a jq n,fõ.hla jkafka h' ñh.sh [d;skaf.a fï wdys¾jdoh ksid ;u foam< j,go úm;laùug bv fkdfok w;r" ;ukaf.a - ;u orejkaf.a hym; msksio n,hla jkafka h' we;eï orejka ukafoda;aidysj fkdu.g nr fjñka lghq;= flfr;s' fï ms<sn j uõmsfhda uy;a fia ÿlg m;a fj;s' fï w;r ;uka n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkdjq wdldrfhka" wr orejd l%shdys,s hym;a.;s mej;=ï we;s flfkl=ka njg m;aj oë f,i wohdmkh ksu fldg Wiia 23

mqoa.,fhla njgo m;afj;s' zzwfka' fï orejd miq.sh ld,fha yeiqrekq - Ôj;a jqkq wdldrh wkqj wo fï isák ;;ajhg ljodj;a m;afõ hehs wms kï isyskhlska j;a ys;=fõ ke' tfy;a wo b;du;au fyd mqoa.,fhla njg m;a j wfma mjq, o wdf,dalj;a lr ;sfnkjd'zz fufia we;eï uõmshka lrk m%ldy wmg wikakg,efnk wjia:d fndfyda h' ;uka ÿka ta mska wkqfudaokaj iemhg m;ajq foaj;ajhg m;a jq - [d;s foúfhda - fojõfkda ta orejdf.a uki hyu.g fhduq lsíug Wmldrj;a jkakg ms<sjk' th wmg ±l.kakg fkdyels jqjo" Tjqka tfia Wmldr flfr;s' fkdis;+ mßè Nhdkl Wmøjhkaf.ka fndfyda úg wm wdrëdjkafkao fujka ñh.sh [d;skaf.ka,efnk msysg ksid fkdfõ hehs ldg lsjyelso@ ießhq;a f;rkqfjda ;:d.; nqÿrcdkka jykafiaf.a w.%y%djl idßmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia Èkla ijia Nd.fha jk frdola ueèka rc.ykqjr fõ jkdrduhg jä;s' mq,a.=re mdrls' br neysf.k hk yekaoe hduhhs' fmrèk wyi neis hk ysre t<sh jeà rla; j¾kfhka nn<hs' mës.khd leo<s lrd kdo foñka mshdu;s' ta wjg lsisfjla fkdù h' ießhq;a f;rkqfjda yqol,dj jä;s' le<ej whsfka l=vd m re w;r isg isyska lgy~lska Wkajykafiag l;d lrk njla weiqks' zzmq;kqjks idßmq;a;" uu Tfí ujhs' ud fï ÿlska.,jd.kak' mq;kqfjks Wm;siai" Tn uf.a orefjla" uu ±ka ÿlg jeà isáñ' ud fï ÿlska.,jd.; yelafla Tng mukhs'zz hkqfjka fo;=ka j;djlau lshd' Wkajykafia kej;s fï lshukg weyqka lka ÿka fial' lshk foa wefi;;a lshkafka ljqreka±hs fkdfmfk;s' y~ wefik ;ekg.sh úg kej; ;j ;ekl isg wr jpku lshk y~ wefia' 24

t;kg.sh úg ;j;a nu lsmhlg we;ska isg lshk y~ wefia' mshú weig fkdfmfkk neúka idßmq;a; f;rkqfjda jyd iudm;a;shg ys; fhduqfldg fï l;d lrkafka ljqreka±hs Èjiska neæfial'zz mqÿuhls" b;d úrems fm%a;shls' weglgq meÿk" kyr.eg.eiqk" b;a;el+re fia fl,ska isá flia.ia we;s" úisrekq o;a j,ska hq;a" wmú;%" úrems YÍrhlska fyì fm%a;sfhls' ;ukaf.a ujhhs mjik fyhska fmr Njh ±lsfï kqjkska weh ljqre;a ±hs n,;au" óg fmr miafjks Njfhys ;ukaf.a uekshka nj ÿgqfial' kej; fï fm%a;sh lshkaks zzmq;kqjks" idßmq;a;" tod l< mdm lu_hkaf.a úmdl jyfhka ld,ka;rhl isg uu wmd.;j isáfhñ' ±ka wmd ÿlska ñ mro;a;+môú kue;s ^fok msklska f.dv úh yels& fma%; Njhg jeà we;af;ñ' ud fï ÿlska uqojd.; yelafla Tng mukhs' wo Tn ±lsfuka fmr {d;s iïnkaoh ±k.; yelsúhzz' fm%a; ujf.a fï jpkj,ska idßmq;%hdkka jykafia uy;a jq O¾u ixfõ.hg m;aj zzueksfhks" uu Tn fygu fï ÿlska.,jd.kafkñ' tf;la bjikq uekjehszz weh ikid idßmq;%hka jykafia fõ jkhg jeähy' Wkajykafia miqod WoEiku uq.,ka uy f;reka - wkqreoao uyf;reka - wk uyf;reka yd lépdhk f;rekao hk isõ ku fjfik l=á j,g jevujd zzwo oj,a odkh msksi udf.a l=áhg jevu lrjkq uekjhszz Wkajykafia,d jev isg ta ta ;eka j,g ÿr neyer neúka idê n,fhka f.dia wdrdokd l<y' bkamiq ießhq;a f;rkqfjda fojrlau msvqis.d jev,enqkq wdydrh ;ekam;a fldg ksis mßè ilid ;nd ;uka jykafiag,eî ;snqkq isjqre msßlr iy fí;a fya;a j¾.o l%uj;aj ;ekam;a fldg ksufj;a u fmr ls isõfokd jykafiao ÿr neyer jkfikiqkaj, jevisá neúka kshñ; fõ,djg wyiska fuu odkhg jevu l<y' ießhq;a f;rkqfjdao Wkajykafia,d jvd ys jd ;uka jykafia l,ska od ÿgq 25

fm%a;ud;dj ms<sn j meyeè,s fldg zzld,l;dkx fï [d;skx mq[a[f:dh - bux NsCLx imßlaldrx NsCLq ix>iai foauzz hkqfjka f;rjreka fj; je f.k - ñh mrf<dj f.dia udf.ka msx n,dfmfrd;a;= jk ta udf.a uj we;= [d;skag msx msksi fï odkh;a" msßlr;a uyd ix>r;akhg mqcd lrñhszz ;=ka jrla lshd odkh mqcd fldg msßlro mqod" zzbox fï [d;skx fyda;= - iqå;d fydaka;= [d;fhdzz hkqfjka mekajvd msx wkqfudaoka l<y' ta fm%a;sho uy;a i;=áka ta msx wkqfudaokaj fm%a; wd;aufhka ñ fojõkla njg m;ajqjdh' t;eka mgka fï fojõk ;ukag uy;a Wmldrhla l< fun ÈjHuh iemhlg m;al< - iqßhq;a uyf;reka wodyhudkj isáñka wdrëd lr;s' fï odkuh msxlfuka úis jirlg muk miq ießhq;a uyry;ka jykafia frda.d;=r njg m;ajqy' ta Èkj, Wkajykafia jev isáfiala" rc.ykqjr.sê l+g m¾j;fhys h' l=fia wudrejls' fõokdj wêlh' nv je,a weufrkakdla fuka - fmrf,kakdla fuka wêl fõokdjls' uqyqk ;Èka r;a meyehg m;aj we;' ysfikq;a - wefõkq;a oyäh je.sfrhs' fuh ±k.;a NsËQka jykafia,d úúo m%;sldr l<y'.=kodhl fnfy;a j¾. - le j¾. je<foõ kuqÿ iqjhla ke;',õ isg fndê xõ iq;% wd msß;a foaykd mj;ajk úg" tfj,djg mukla fõokdj wvqù kej; jeäfõ' uq.,ka uy ry;ka jykafiao idßmq;%hdkka jykafiaf.a fuu wiksmh ±kf.k jyd.scql= mõjg jeäfial' Wkajykafiao wfkl=;a ix>hd jykafia,d iuõ wjyh m%;sl¾udèh flfr;s' fufia frda.s njg m;aj fõokdfjka miqfjk ießhq;a f;reka,õ jdä ù m%;sl¾u lrk w;r" ;=kafjks ojfia rd;%s Nd.fha fõokdfjka weufrk ießhq;a f;rekaf.ka" zziajdñks idßmq;%hdkka jykai" fuu frda.h Tn jykafiag ñka fmr;a je< ;sfío@zz zzwdhqiau;a fud.a.,a,dk f;rkqfjks" fu frda.h uf.a jhi wjqreÿ oy kjh 26

muk ld,fha je< Ks' kej; ;lai,d kqjr wohdmkh,nd ksufldg meñks ld,fha o fï frda.h yg.;af;ah' wfka - iajdñks" tod Tn jykafiag fnfy;a lf<a fï rc.ykqjr iqm%isoao Ôjl fjo ;=ukao@ ke;akï w;=, ffjohdpdí;=udo@ tfia;a ke;skï fiakl fjo ;=ukao@ wmg lshkq uekú' jyd fyg WoEiku tod m%;sldr l< fjo;=uka fj; f.dia wjyh fnfy;a ke;akï - ta fjo;=uka le jdf.k meñksu fyda l< yelshzz' zzfud.a.,a,dk f;rkqfjks" fjoflfkl=f.ka m%;sldr.;af;a ke;' ta wjia:d fofla u uf.a uj - remidß n%dyauk ud;dj iqúfyai" ft!iëh lsß n;la ms<sfh, fldg fokaksh' ta T!Iëh lsßn;a wkqnj lsífuka miq ta fojdrfha u frda.h ixis.sfhah'zz tfiakï iajdóks wkqlïmd fldg ta fnfy; ilia lrk wdldrh iy fhdod.kakd ft!io j¾. lshkq uekú' th wmg ms<sfh, l< yelsh' Tn jykafia frda.d;=rj isák nj wid - wo ijia ld<fhao ìïìidr rdcud<s.dfjka frda.s ;;ajh úuid ud<s.djg jevujdf.k f.dia m%;sldr lsíug rdc ;hka fom<la tjd ;snqks' t;=ud,jd fyda jeo.;a odhl flfkl=g lshd tu T!Iëh lsß n; ilia lrúh yelsh' ießhq;a f;reka frda.d;=rj we;ehs wid tl tlaflkd t;s' Tõyq wjyh fohla úui;s' fyg;a Th jf.au je< fkdleä msßi tkjdg ielhla ke;' fyg jk úg fï wdrxñh jv jvd;a láka lg me;sí hk fyhsks' thska iqÿiq flfkl=g okajd fï fnfy; ilia l< yelsh' tls fí; ilia lrk wdldrh mjikq uekúzz' fojõklf.a Wmldrhla fï jk úg rd;%s m%:u hdufhys fydard y;rla muk blau f.dia we;' tkï" meh folls' wo yeáhg kï" rd;%s 8'00 miq jqkd ú;rh' NsËQka jykafia,do ish 27

kulg;a jvd ießhq;a f;rekaf.a l=áh jgd /iaj isá;s' uq.,ka f;rekaf.a b,a,su msg ießhq;a f;rekqfjda uj ms<sfh, fldg fok fnfy;.ek lrekq meyeè,s lrñka - zzwdhqiau;a fud.a.,a,dk f;rekqfjks" udf.a uj l.,a j,g wh;a úfyai ;srejdkd.,a ;=kla u; wrekqj;a we,a yd,a f.k thg weure w, j¾." fld< j¾." mqépk,o r;a;rka w " f.dafrdapk" lia;=ß wdèho - tla tla j¾. j,g wh;a ;j ;j fnfy;a j¾. iuõ wurd ñy%fldg meõsß or j,ska.sks o,ajd uf.a ueksfhdau fï T!Iëh lsßn; msikakshzz fufia.kq,nk ta ta fnfy;a j¾.j, kï iy m%udkho meyeè,s lf<ah',õ isá NsËQka jykafia,d;a uq.,ka f;rekqfjda;a iúia:rd;aulj mejiq ta fnfy;a j¾fgdarej wy lshd.;ay' wjyh mßè wu;l fõhehs is;d mqiafld<hl jyd,shd.;ay' wk;=rej tèk rd;%sh t<sfjk ;=re f.k wd fnfy;a j¾. o foñka fndê Õ iq;% foaykdèh mj;ajñka.; fldg miqod WoEik ;rula oj,a fjkakg yer uq.,ka f;rekqfjda rc f.org hk woyiska msg;a jqy' fï fnfy;a j¾.o we;=<;a T!Iëh lsßn;la jk ksidh'.scql= mõfjka niska úg fkdfhla fokd uq.,ka f;rekag yuqfj;s' zzießhq;a yduqÿrdfjda frda.d;=r nj ±k.kakg,enqkd' Wjukd lrk fnfy;la - lidhla lshkq uekjehszz" yuqfjk yuqfjk wh uq.,ka f;rekaf.ka wi;s' fï whg fuu T!Iëh lsßn; ilia lsíug Yla;sh ke;s nj Wkajykafia oks;s' tksid Tjqkg zzmiqj lshkakï hehszz Tjqka ikiñka rc.y kqjrg jeähy' oi oyia ixlhd; fikõ tyd fuyd hk ùèhl Wkajykafia fj; meñk" zziajdñks" uq.,ka uy ry;ka jykai" idßmq;a; uyd ry;ka jykafia ±ä f,i frda.d;=rj isák nj wmg ±k.kakg,enqkd' Wkajykafiag fhda.h - iqÿiq T!Iëh fnfy;a j¾.h ilia fldg ;sfnkjd' wkqlïmd fldg ud iuõ jäkq uekú' ta fnfy; ms<s.ekaùug wms n,j;a wdydfjka 28

isákjdzz' fufia lshd uq.,ka f;reka le jdf.k Wkajykafia,d okak lshk by< fmf<a jeo.;a n%dyauk ukaèrhlg muqkqjk,oa h' uq.,ka f;reka ÿgq ú.i n%dyauk ukaèrfha msßi;a" wjg f.j,a j, msßi;a jyd jgù uq.,ka f;reka ms<sf.k ießhq;a f;reka.ek uyd ne ulska f;dr;=re úuid" m<uqj uq.,ka f;rekag odkh ms<s.ekajqy' Wkajykafia j< d ksufj;au ta md;%h f.k iqj meka j,ska fidaod ms<sfh, lrk,o iqúyd, fk ï fld<hl ;ekam;a lrk,o fï T!Iëh lsßn; md;%h ;=< ;ekam;a fldg je " zziajdñks" uq.,ka f;reka jykai" Tn jykafia tk;=re wm n, n,d isáhd' ießhq;a f;rekaf.a frda.d;=r nj wmg ±k.kakg,enqks' ms<sfh, lrk,o fï T!Iëh lsßn; wms fnfy;la idok wdldrfhkau wjyh T!Iëh j¾. fhdod" iqn fudfyd;lska wo Wfoa,sm u; ;nd lrekq okakd jeäysá uõ flfklau lsßn; msiskq,enqjd',sm u; mefi;au úysÿkq iqj wkqj fuh kï iqúfyaiuh T!IOhla hehs wmg jegyqkd' fï lsßn; ießhq;a uy ry;ka jykafiag j< jkq uekú' jyd Wkajykafiaf.a Th nrm;, wndoh ieklska iqj jk nj wmg úyajdihs' fï T!IOh ms<sn,enqkq Wmfoia yd T!Iëh iqj ;a thg fya;=jhs'zz uq.,ka f;rkqfjda m<uqfjka ta odhljre ms<s.ekajq odkh j<od ksu fj;au ;u md;%hg ms<sfh, lr ÿka fï T!Iëh lsßn; md.ukska f.dia ms<s.ekaùug fõ,d uè neúkq;a" fnfy; ;rul riakhlska hq;=ju ms<s.ekaúh hq;= ksid;a ieflúka mska wkqfudaoka fldg idê n,fhka jyd wyig mek ke.s.scql= mõfõ ießhq;a f;reka jev isák l=áhg f.dia l=áh ;=, iqÿiq ;ekl odk md;%h ;enqfõh' tys isá NsËQka jykafia,d;a iuõ ießhq;a f;reka f,v wef ka bj;g f.k uo WKq j;=frka weõ m; fidaod fjk;a isks w khla isjqrla 29

wkaojd wdikhl jvd ys jd fï odk md;%h Tfvdalal=j u; ;nd zzießhq;a uy ry;ka jykai" fuh j< kq uekú' Tn jykafia we;= wm lõre;a okakd lshk Okj;a - n,j;a" ie±yej;a mjq,a lsmhla fï T!Iëh lsßn; ud ms~q msksi Wfoa jäoa le jd f.k f.dia - ugo odkh fuu iqúfyai T!Iëh lsßn; Tn jykafiag ms,s.kajkakg hehs ne.em;aj b,a,d isáhy' ±ka fuh j< k fialajdzz' odk md;%fhys mshk bj;a l< ú.iu ießhq;a f;rekqfjda T!Iëh lsßn; foi n,d zzweje;aks" fï udf.a uj ilia lr fok T!Iëh lsßn; u ;uhs' iqj ;a mdg;a ta yd iudkuhs' Wjukd fnfy;a j¾. ish,a,u ixfhda. fldg fï T!Iëh lsßn; ilia fldg we;s nj fmakjd' tkuqÿ fï T!Iëh wdydrh ug wlemhs' lem keye' j<okakg iqÿiq keye' je< fjd;a th O¾u úkhg úreoaohs' fï lsßn;a md;%h jyd bj;g oukq uekjehszz mjid uq.,ka f;reka w;gu ÿkafkah' Wkajykafia fï lsfula±hs úu;shg m;aj jyd iudm;a;shg is; kxjd lsßn; bj; oukakehs m%ldy lf<a" ljr lrekla ksid±hs Èjiska ne fial' uq.,ka f;rekqfjdao wlemhehs mejisug fya;=j ±k.;af;a túg h' Rê n, we;s nqÿ - mfia nqÿ - uyry;=kag ieu fohlau ieu úgu Èjiska fmfkkafka ke;' wyiska hdug fyda Èjeiska hula ±lsug fyda Èj lkska weisug fyda wka whf.a is;a i;ka ±k.eksug fyda ;ukaf.a fyda wka flkl=f.a fmr wd;au Ndjhka ±lsug fyda Bg wod, iuj;g is; fhduq fldg ±lsh hq;=h - ne,sh hq;=h' uq.,ka f;rekag th l,ska ±k.; yels úh' fuu T!Iëh lsßn; bj;g ±uq ú.iu ießhq;a f;rekaf.a wr orekq wdndoh iefklskau w;=reoka úh' fya;=j@ wisñ; is, n<hhs' fï ;rï orekq fõokdjlska bjish fkdyels ÿllska miqfjk wjia:dfõ jqjo@ Wkajykafia l=vd isl mohla mjd lvd.eksug - 30

fkdi,ld yeíug fkdfm<uqfka h' ta i;huh - is, n,h ;=<ska we;s jq wdohd;añl.=k Yla;sh ksid frda.h uq.,ka f;reka odk md;%h bj;g y,;au" iefklska iqjm;a úh' w;=reoka úh' kej; Wkajykafia msßksjka mdk;=re ta wiksmh u;= fkdù h' ±ka fï isoaêh lshjk,o ldg;a úu;shla we;s úh yelsh' fï ;rï ie,ls,su;aj m%ks; whqßkau T!IO j¾. fhdod uiqrka oyia.kkla úhoï fldg by<u fmf<a n%dyauk mjq,a fol ;=kla tlaj ms<sfh, lrk,o zzt!iëh lsßn; jyd bj; oukakehs" lem ke;ehs m%ldy lsíug fya;=j l=ulao@ zzhkak.ekh' wjqreÿ úis.kklg l,ska ießhq;a uy f;reka jykafia úiskau mskavmd;fha f.dia ;uka,o odkh;a",eî ;snqkq isjqre msßlr;a iuõ iõ i;= fldg mqod - mska wkqfudaoka lf<a wd;au mylg fmr ujlaj isá fm%a; ud;djlg h' tod foaj;ajhg m;a jq weh - ießhq;a f;reka frda.d;=rj isá ojia fol ;=ko.; lrk,oa uy;a ÿllsks' zzuf.a mq;kqjka ±ä f,i frda.d;=rj we;' Wkajykafia flfia iqjm;a lr.ksï±hs is; is;d? isá weh - l,skaod rd;%sfhys uq.,ka f;reka m%uql wfkl=;a ix>hd jykafiag ;u uekshka jq remidí n%dyauk ud;dj ms<sfh, lr fok T!Iëh lsß n;.ek uekúka wodyhudkj widf.k isáhd h' wk;=rej fojõk" ießhq;a uy ry;ka jykafiag i,lk wr n%dyauk ksjfiys orefjl=g ta rd;%sfhau wdfõy jqjdh' oõ,k - le.yk" fmrf<k orejd ±l" ±x fï fyd g ysá orejdg l=ula jqfõ±hs ksjfia msßi;a wy, my< f.j,a fodrj,a j, wh;a l,nhg m;aj t;kg /ia jqy' isys úl,a núka hq;=j wdfõy ù isá fï orejd <Õg meñks - ldrkd - ldrkd uekúka okakd ;,;=kd nuqkq flfkla zz fï orejdg msvd lrkafka ljqreka±hs ;¾ckd;aul - ier lgy~lska weiqfõ h' túg isys úl,a núka oõ,k orejd ;rula ksy~ ù ìhg m;aj lshkqfha - 31

zzwfka - uu úm;la lrkakg - lrorhla lrkakg wdjd fkdfõ' Tn ish,a,ka úiska uy;a f.!rjfhka i,lkq,nk ießhq;a uy ry;ka jykafia ±ä f,i.s,kaj isà' Wka jykafia ta nrm;, frda.d;=r núka iqjm;a lrjd.eksug kï" wod, fnfy; Tn ieug ±kaùughs ud fï orejdg wdfõy jqfka' uu fojõkla - ießhq;a f;rekaf.a msysfgka fm%a; Ndjfhka ñ foaj;ajhg m;a jq ÈjHdx.kdjla' Tn ljqre;a fï fï j¾.j,g wh;a T!Iëh fnfy;a øjh fhdod fujka wdldrfhka T!Iëh lsßn;la ilia lrkq uekú' fyg ojd,g uq.,ka f;rekqfjda fuu ksjig jäkjd we;' Wkajykafiag odkh j< jd wk;=rej tu md;%h msßisÿ fldg ms<sfh, l< ÿ¾<n T!Iëh lsßn; mqcd lr ießhq;a f;rekag j< jkq uekjehs lshd odkh ms<s.ekaúh hq;=h' th Tn ieug uyd mskla fï fnfy;ka u Wkajykafia iqjm;a jkq we;ehszz mjid fojõk w;=reoyka jqjd h' orejdo jyd wfõyj;a núka f;dr jqfha h' orejdf.a wdfõyh ksid l,ska ìhg m;ajqjo" fï úia;rh weisfuka yd orejd iqjm;aùfuka miq ish,af,dau uy;afia i;=gg m;ajqy' wmg uyd mskla lr.eksug,enqfkahehs ta fudfydf;a mgkau fnfy;a j¾. iïmdokh lr f.k miqod WoEik fojõk ls mßèu lsßn; msik,oy' uy uõ jäk uq.,ka f;reka f.org jevujdf.k meñks wr j¾kj;a - meyem;a ;rek l=ußh wka lsisfjla fkdj" ta ÈjHhdx.kdju h' fï l:d m%jd;a;sfhka meyeè,s jkafka ñh.sh {d;ska wfmka msx,nd iemj;a jq úg wmf.a ÿlg iemg msysg jk wdldrhhs' zzfma;dk mqcdp l:d W<drdZZ hkqfjka ;sfrdal=âv iq;%fhys fmkajd jod< fialao" fï ldrkhuehs' ±kqÿ úúo l=i,l%shdjka isÿ fldg - msx wkqfudaoka lr ùu ksid" iem;g m;a - foaj;ajhg m;a [d;syq msysg jq wh.ek fidhkafka n,kafka ke;ehs lsj fkdyels h' 32

wr ;rï úhoula ord jeo.;a nuqkq mjq,a /ila tlaj ±ä fjfyilska foaj ÈIaÀfhka ls f,iu" ms<sfh, l< T!Iëh lsßn; jyd bj; oukakehs ießhq;a f;reka uq.,ka f;rekag iemiqfõ ljr lrekla ksid±hs ±ka ldf.a;a is;a j, l=;=y,hla mj;skjdg iel ke;' fojõk orefjl=g wdfõy ù tys l<ne.ekshla - fkdikaiqka;djhla isÿ lrk, ' tfia lsífuka ms<sfh, l< odkh lem ke;' th wksis fm<uùulska ieliq odkhla neúks' uq.,ka f;reka jykafia jäk úg ljqreka fyda zziajdóks uq.,ka uy ry;ka jykai" ießhq;a uy ry;ka jykafia ±äj frda.sj isák nj ±k.kakg,enqkd' Wkajykafiag wjyh fnfy;la - lidhla - T!IOhla ilid ug lrekd lr wmg lshkq uekú'zz fufia wid ±kf.k ms<sfh, lrÿka odkhla - fnfy;la lemh' ±kqÿ wmf.a odhl mskaj;=ka iõrejkg fnfy;la - odkhla ilid mqcd lrkafka ta wdldrfhks' tn odkhla - ms,sfh, lrÿka fohla",nd.eksu lemh' T!Iëh lsßn; bj;,k f,i mejiqfõ th tfia isÿfkdjqk ksidh' by; ls mßè wksis fufyhùulska ms<sfh, lrk,oaola ksidh' is,aj;a.=kj;a meúè W;=ukaf.a iajndjh fï ießhq;a l:d mqj;ska ukdj meyeè,s fj;s' fufy fnfy;g jvd is,aj;a lfï n<h biau;= jq wdldrh meyeè,s fõ' by; i yka l:dfõ ießhq;a f;reka fm%a; ud;djg mska fï isoaêh fm%a;jf:q mmqlrkfhys o- fojõkf.a ie,lsu úiqoaê ud¾.fhys is, ks¾foayfhys o olajd we;' zzn,xp NsCLq k ukqmamèkakx - ;=ïfyays mq[a[x miq;x wkmamlxzz hkqfjka lshefjkafka is,aj;a -.=Kj;a uyd ix>hdg" ke;s neß whg" ;sßika.; i;=kg mjd ffu;%s iy.; is;ska hq;=j ñh.sh {d;ska iqjm;a lrkq i yd l=i,a lsífuka ta odhlhkgo iir jik;=re iem úmdl,nd fok uy;am, uydksixi odhs mskla 33

,efnk njh' th ksjkgo fya;= jkafka h' fuf;la ±lajq lrekq j,g wkqj ñh.sh [d;ska iqjm;a lrk wdldrh meyeè,s jkafka h' fok mska,nkafkda ieu rglu fn!oao ck;dj l,ska i yka l< mßè ;ukaf.a Yla;s m%udkfhka l=i, l¾uhka - ñh.sh [d;skag msx fï n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka isÿ lr;s' tfia jqjo ta msk bfíu fkd,efnkafka h' mskla isÿfldg wjidkfha tu l=i, n,h [d;skag wkqfudaoka lr úh hq;=h' ta i yd ;ukaf.a is;o ;ukaf.a jpkho - ;ukaf.a YÍrho iïnkao lr.; hq;= h' fok msk Yla;su;aj ñh.sh [d;skag,efnkafka túg h' odkhla fyda fjk;a msxlula fldg ish,af,dau ;ekam;aj jdä ù msßisÿ meÿrla u; msßisÿ iqÿ jia;% le,a,la t,d ta u; meka jvk msõdk" fldamamh iy flkaäho b;du;au msßisÿ úh hq;= h' fldamamhlg w,a,k j;=rg jvd flkaäfhys meka ;sìh hq;= h' wfma fn!oao rg rdchj, tkï" ñhkaud¾" ;dhs,ka;" ldïfndac",d ia" wd foayj,.kq,nkafka b;du;au msßisÿ c,h ke;akï l=reïnd j;=r meka jeãug.eksu isß;ls' thska woyia lrkafka" msßisÿ - fkdhs,a nj h' fï jk úg odhl Nj;=kaf.a is;a i;ka msxlu ksid we;sjqkq l=i, fé;kdjkaf.ka w;syhskau msßisÿ njg m;aj we;' m%:ufhkau mkais,a iudokaj msxlu lsrsu ksid wdksixi jeä jkafka h' is,aj;aj myka is;ska hq;=j odhl Nj;=ka ;ekam;aj jdäù mjqf,a lsm fofkla meka Ndckh w;g f.k álál meka jeäh hq;= h' fï wjia:dfõ ish,af,dau uy;a jq lrekd fé;kdjkaf.ka is; msßisÿ lr.; hq;= h' wm úiska isÿ lr.;a fï uyd mqkh 34

n,fhka zzwmg Wmldrj;aj isg wndjm%dma; whf.a kï.ï o lshñka wm okakd fkdokakd wfmka mska n,dfmdfrd;a;= jk ish,a,kagu fï l=i, n,fhka ÈjHuh iemhlau,efíjdhs' msrekq lrekd yoj;ska meka jeäh hq;= h' meka jeãfï ;sfrdl=âv iq;%fhys tk zzboxfï [d;s kxfyda;= -iqå;d fydka;= [d;fhdazz hk.d:dj ;=ka jrla fkdj y;r mia j;djla lsjo jrola ke;' fï.d:dj lshñka meka jvd msx wkqfudaoka lrùug.; jkafka úkdä ;=kl muk flá ld,hls' ta flá fõ,dj ;=< ;ukaf.a ys;;a - ;ukaf.a jpkh;a - ;ukaf.a YÍrh;a fï mska wkqfudaoka lr ùug fhduq lr.; hq;= h' meka jvk úg wfkla ish,af,dau tlu lrekd is;lska hq;=j.d:dj ksis mßè WÉpdrKh fldg ms<sfj<lg lsj hq;= h' f.a ;=< msx wkqfudaoka lrkafkakï" f.hska msg;g - ñÿf,a;a ;rula we;g wefik mßè.d:dj ish,af,dau ;rula Yío k.d lsj hq;= h' wfma wüg l:djkays olajd we;af;a bianla muk we;g wefik mßè fï meka jvk.d:dj l%uj;aj lrekdfjkau ish,af,dau tlg lsj hq;= nj h' bian hkq nu ;sia myl ÿrls' thska woyia lrkafka" f.a wjg isák flfkl=g wefik mßè lsjhq;= nj h' mro;a;+môú fm%a; Njhg jegqkq wh msx.eksug n,dfmdfrd;a;=j meñfk;s' Tjqkaf.a iajdndjh - w;syhskau úremhs - ÿlaå;hs - wirkhs - wmú;%hs - pq¾.kaohs' tksid ;ukaf.a iajndjh ;j flfkl=g fmkaùug leu;s ke;' iuyr fm%a;hkag tfia fmks isàug o fkdyels h' wm ±ka Ôj;a jkafka ñksia f,dalfha neúka th iq.;shls' iemj;a ;ekls' l,ska ñ;%dè ys;j;a lï mej;sh o" ±ka ta fm%a;hkg wm,õg meñksh fkdyels h' wm bkafka iq.;shl neúks' ñksia f,dj iq.;shls" ÈjHf,dal - n%yauf,dal Bg;a jvd by< iq.;s ixlhd; f,dalfhda h' ÿ.;s ixlhd; fm%a; Njfha isák flfkl=g iq.;s ixlhd; mskaj;a ukqihhkag,xúh fkdyels h' zzbox fï [d;s kxfyda;=zz 35

hk.d:dj t<shg my<shg wefik fia lsj hq;= jkafka o ta ksid h' meka jeãfï o blaukska meka ál j;a lsíug l,n, fkdù ikaiqkaj ;ekam;a is;ska.d:dj lshñka lrekd is;a we;sj meka jeãu l< hq;= h' fuhska meyeè,s jkafka is;;a - jpkh;a - YÍrh;a ;=ku meka jeãfï iïnkao lr.; hq;= njhs' ta úkdä fol ;=kl ld,h ;=< msxlug /ia jq ish,af,dau tlu is;ska fufia meka jvd mska fok úg th Yla;su;a ufkdauh n,fõ.hla njg m;ajkafka h' mska n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjk [d;skag msx ksisfia wkqfudaoka ùug m%uql;u msysg njg m;ajkafka thu nj ie<lsh hq;= h' wfkla fn!oao rgj, meka jvk úg.d:dj w;syhskau is;a.kakd iajremfhka,hdkaú;j ish,af,dau m%udkj;a y~lska hq;=j tlgu lsh;s' we;eï rgj, tla tla m%foayhkays meka jeãfï lshk fuu.d:dj nu ;sia myla fkdj nu yeg ye;a;ejla we;g wefik mßè lsh;s' ta Tjqkaf.a jeä Y%oaOdjhs' wfma rfü pdß;%h jkafka meka jvk úg tys /ia jq ish,af,dauo.d:dj lsu h' fmrls mßè wfkla rgj, iuyr m%foayj, msx fï meka jvk fo;=ka fokd,õ isg ish,af,dau tlsfkldf.a weõg w; ;nd.ks;s' ;rula ÿßka isá flfkla jqjo meka jvk ta úkdä fol ;=< wfkla flkdf.a,õg meñk fkdleã je<lafia mj;sk whqßka weõg w; ;nd.ks;s' th meka jvk fudfyd;g mukla isud jqjls' thska woyia lrkafka ñh.sh [d;skag msx wkqfudaoka lsífï fï uyd mqkh l¾uhg iynd.s jq zzwm ish,af,dauoz isf;ka - jpkfhka mukla fkdj YdÍßl - ldhsl jyfhkao msx ug iïnkao jk nj h' meka jvk fudfydf;a Tjqfkdjqkaf.a weõg w; ;nd.eksu mukla fkdj - f.a ;=< meka jvk úg ñÿ, - t<sh me;a;g we;s fodr cfk,ao ksis mßè újd; fldg" fodr cfk,a ;sr mjd.eg.id t<sfha wodyhudkj isák ta N+;hkg fmfkkq 36

msksi mska u Tjqkaf.a isß;ls' fï wkqj f.hska msg; isák wmg fkdfmfkk ta wodihudk mska.kakg /iaj we;s N+;hkg wefik mßè - fmfkk mßè fï mqkhl%shdj isÿ lsíu ta rgj, pdß;%hhs' nqreu" ldïfndac",d ia" ;dhs wd we;eï foayj, meka jeãug l,ska Wfoa ld,fha flfkla l:d fkdfldg fmd,a.ylg keõ l=reïnd f.ähla fyda folla lvdf.k ìu fkdoud w;ska /f.k.iska nis;s' ta l=reïnd f.äh fyda fol ìu fkd;nd - Wvl meka jeisug fudfyd;lg fmr weiai lmd ta l=reïnd j;=r ;nd meka flkaähg mqrjd.ks;s' meka jeãug.kafka ta msßisÿ fï l=reïnd j;=r h' fï ish,a, nqÿrcdkka jykafia foaykd lrk,o lrekq u fkdfõ miq ld,j, ta ta rgj, ie±yej;a.sys meúè Nj;=ka úiska jvd;a msßisÿj.euqre yeõsulska hq;=j fï W;alDIaG l=i, l%shdj isÿ lrkq msksi mj;ajdf.k tk pdß;% O¾uhka nj ie,lsh hq;= h' jvd;a fufia isÿlrkq,nkafka w;syhskau msßisÿ c,h fidhd.; fkdyels m%foay j, h' ksjerèj mska u by; i yka l< lrekq wkqj meyeè,s jkafka [d;skag mska fï n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka odkdè mqkh ls%hdjla l< mukska u bfíu Tjqkg wm lr.;a msk fkd,efnk nj h' fjfyi uykais ù - úh meyeoï lrf.k - uy;a jq wdydjlska hq;=j msx lula l< úg ta msfka wdksixih,efnkafka l=i,h lr.;a Nj;=kag h' Tjqka úiska ;uka w;a lr.;a uy l=i, n,h ;ukaf.a is;;a ;ukaf.a jpkh;a - ;ukaf.a lh;a tlfia fhduq lrf.k fmr ls fia msrekq lrekd yoj;lska hq;=ju msk wkqfudaoka l< hq;= h' uy;a jq lrekdjla ;u is;a i;ka ;=< my< jk úg is; msßisÿ h' buy;a lrekdjlska hq;=j mska lula isÿ lr.eksug l,la.; 37