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Unproposed Love A student s feelings. Did the Boy Feel the Right Meaning of LOVE? Saurabh Kumar EDUCREATION PUBLISHING (Since 2011) www.educreation.in iii
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Dedicated Page Dedicated to my LOVE and Friends who inspired me to represent this book. v
3 months of thinking, Hundreds of debates. Thousands of her memories Distraction of today s youths Feelings to make the change, Support of my friends An unending hope to success Inspirations of true love Continuous labour of 17 days Day and nights accompany with copy and pen. Six days and night in front of laptop 2 days of school bunk(absence) Many scolding of parents Away from exam course Have finally led to complete this book 2 days before exam. 4 th Sep ; 2017 vi
I moved away from family But, there love was with me. They expected from me so much But, I gave them northing. I came with new feeling. But, I forgot their feelings I ran behind those feelings But my way was wrong So, I wasted a lot of my time But, then understand the right Means of love. vii
Contents Sr. Content Page What is book about Her role in my life Before you read ahead ix xi Xiii 1. Away from family 1 2. First day of school 15 3. Reunion 17 4. Dream of school 21 5. Her first magic 28 6. Starting of special days 37 7. Telling lie 48 8. Hidden journey with her 51 9. Unforgettable day s 60 10. Luck of the draw 73 11. Fear of her voice 77 12. The unexpected 85 13. Then I felt what was doing 100 Acknowledgements 109 viii
What Is Book About. Now, when I have completed this book which is now going to come into print, it is important to expose that who I am and why I am writing this book. At first it is informed to you that I have come into writing by destiny by luck. There are many right and wrong things in life, all are destiny and the their result is in front of you all, that is I. my first novel : UNPROPOSED LOVE is a story related to my life which displays how a below average, fickle minded and the one who was not becoming able to set his goal, is in front of you to become a writer at the age of only 17. I am writing this book for dedicating to my beloved and I hope this will touch your heart certainly. Now, I am feeling that death is not necessary (what to say of some people who kill there love stories And call them break up) to end the love story. Then, what about my story?? is this real? I believe that every imaginary story is inspired by any real story. May this story be mine, may it be not. Perhaps it may be partly mine, perhaps not be. May it be mixture of some stories or may be not. I don t want to tell here about my story. That how much fact in this or how much imagination But, I want that (just) you yourself find it through your feelings after reading the story ya, one real thing I can put before you that whatever is written ix
in this, is happening with is written, in this, is happening with our generation. while you are reading the story, I wish that keep yourself in the place of Shaurya And feel yourself in the journey of the story. x
Her Role In My Life Its like a best friend but more. it s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you a better person. NO, actually they don t make you a batter person. You do that by yourself because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone you carry with you forever.its one person who knew you, accept you and believed in you before anyone else would. And no matter what happens, you will always Love them and nothing could ever change that. I Once had something special that money couldn t buy. I had a special person but I had to say goodbye. If were asked one question, why I thought the world of you, I could give a million answers and they all would be true, The heart ache and the sadness may not always show people say it lessens, but little do they know. Meets me in my dreams and talk to me once more and case this everlasting pain that makes my heart so sore. The Road without you is so long, a fear for every mile, but I know one day when I reach the end, you will be waiting for me with a smile. My love for you is strong and unshakable. I will be there for you no matter what happens in our life. Even when the whole world turns its back xi
on you and even every single person in your life gives upon you. I will support you and stand next to you like a solid rock. When you like a solid rock. When you are lonely I will be there for you holding you hand firmly like never before. I promise that I will never give up on you. I love you, and I will love till my last breath until I die, and if there are a thousand life times. After that I will find you in all those lifetimes and fall in love with you every time. I am born again. I love you that much. I am unflinchingly in love with you. xii
Before You Read Ahead Before that you start reading this creation and I start telling a story, I want to take of your one minute and wish you heartily very : very much thank you that you chose your valuable time and hours to spend with my creation means to be involved in this creation. In today life of where everyone has his own story to update his status on social networking sites and say what is going in their mind, But then also you are favoring to read my story for hours. I make you believe that your time will not go waste. This is praise worthy. And if you are among those who have thought to read this Novel to buy own self, not by taking from someone else; And will keep a personal copy of this in their wardrobe then wish you very : very : very thank you again. You would spend this money for watching movies or for internet pack so that you could use social media, YouTube and see interesting videos on internet But in spite of this you chose to spend your money for this Novel. So I think this expenditure of yours will become the source of my inspiration and which will help me to write the Novel ahead and which matter very much for me. I have composed this story to add my heart with it I hope that you will surely feel yourself in every pages of this Novel as you proceed to read. It was a very good feeling to recall that at the age of 12. I got enrolled in high school and xiii
famous school which was my wish too. I wanted to be big man. But I was an average student. then she who came in my life and became the source of my inspiration. I can t oblige her with the words like thank you. there are no words for her thanking. You can think yourself that what and who is the cause of it that. I came into writing at this small age. My life is going on with full of joy and more than normal. No, any problems are there but, certainly there is something which is taking me into my past and saying those joys and cheers with my friends and my first feeling is making behind event the joys of today. Perhaps because, in spite of hundreds of good things: the every passing years of my life has kept many responsibilities on my shoulders. They are more than others because I am from a middle class family. There are lots of responsibilities today and my arrival is made in the world. Perhaps, that is why in spite of good thoughts, there are many tensions which goes with It. That s all is why I am composing a story and recalling my joys, my feelings, my friends, my LOVE in the form of Novel UNROPOSED LOVE. Today also, the most big tension among my tensions is the exam of tenth which is to be happen next year in feb,2018. Then also, leaving those many tensions, I am coming in the sweet world of love. All love stories are good. Whether they are of one year or 100 years. As same I feel my love story the best. So I am coming into that time. Whatever I could enter into that time through xiv
my memories But, the reality is that I couldn t go there, So, I am writing a Novel. Because I think, by doing so I can live that sweetest part of my life again. Once again, I can trap those memorable days of beautiful love in the pages of this book. This book is about that time when children study and make fun and joy. But the sight of those beautiful days is something more than anything else. I believe that wherever you go, you, whatever you do and whatever you become; your past remains as a determines that what your mentality is, which type of situations do you struggle and at last what you became. Now I bring you in that zone where I wish that you would search your smile, you afraid, your tears. As that s all happened with you. ALWAYS SIMRAN (remember)!! SAURABH xv
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Unproposed Love 1 Away from family Shaurya! Shaurya!! The sound wakes me up form my dreams. Someone is calling me by my name. I am still lying on bed. When I open my eyes, I can t recognized what happening. A hazy figure is approaching. It takes a few moment for me to understand what is going on and who is calling me in the morning. Mother is shouting towards me taking my name. Ha.Ma!!!! waking.. I replied to her and she went for other works. I left my bed. Taking a deep breath and yawning I moved out of room. My grandmother asks you got up? be fresh. I became more confused which was I form beginning that day. There was preparing dry items, fry items, some sweets and namkeens. My grandmother is guiding the other busy there and was self preparing a sweet khasta. why did she tell me getting fresh so early, what are these going on. For whom these preparations were going on. Was any guest relative to come?? OR, was anyone to go to relation. I thought because to our side these items are made either when there is a function or if 1 Saurabh Kumar
Unproposed Love anyone have to go to relation. They go with these home made items as a present. So I thought so. I moved some steps ahead and called my elder sister. Didi..!!!... one minute come here No. She came near me and asked what happen shaurya. I questioned what is the matter that these preparation are going on? Is there anyone to come..?? She said laughingly in the middle Babu, it not for anyone who is coming but the matter is that you are going. you are going!!!! I surprised. But where?? Yes you are going to hostel. So, different food items are being made for your farewell. I didn t believe about this. so, I went to my mother and repeated same question. My mother replied you are going to town for study. There you will study more well. you will leave in hostel and I will be sending your favorite extra (time pass ) eatables.beta!!, I hope there you will study with heart. My mother was making me understand how to live there. I became very happy excited to go to a new place where I had never gone. Before it that I would start making planes for my pleasure in hostel my mother said OKK, go and get ready for going 2 Saurabh Kumar
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